#throamkin

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new kintype just dropped: fluffy haired tall men named george -throam!ryan/c!georgenotfound #🍭✨😈💥

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i just realized i forgot to do kin pride oh shit

party poison: did not give a fuck about gender nor sexuality. everyone is hot and gender is a lie made up by bli to sell more bathrooms (they/he/joy)

throam!ryan: bisexual homoromantic, although i did not figure that out until several lifetimes later. i just kinda loved whoever the fuck i loved yk (he/him)

klaus hargreeves: pansexual & non-binary (he/they)

felony steve: bisexual &, unfortunately, cisgender (he/him)

the final pam: aroace agender. who has time for that when you are literally god (any pronouns)

_SRCHPRTY_: cupiosexual demiromantic transmasc nonbinary, although if you asked i would've just told you i was queer as hell and moved on (he/they/it/[REDACTED])

lady luck: nonbinary lesbian (she/her)

ghostbur: bisexual cis?gender (he/him mainly but also good with they/them)

cabinet man: literally an arcade cabinet. that happened to be housing an aroace trans man (he/him)

im sure im forgetting someone here but this ask is long enough -#🍭✨😈💥

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re-reading my source rn so i can liveblog it and i keep ?? forgetting ???? how stupid some of the shit i said was ???? why did i say that my headstone would be a pile of cigarette butts ?????? why did i think that made any kind of sense -throam!ryan #🍭✨😈💥

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JOKINGLY CALLED BRENDON MY DEAD BOYFRIEND AROUND FRIENDS WHO DON'T KNOW I'M KIN AND HAD TO COME UP WITH A COVER STORY ON THE FLY HELPMMEEEE

sorry for saying you were dead to me brendon. i was trying not to look like more of a lunatic than i already do around my normie friends -throam!ryan #🍭✨😈💥

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canonrules: the CLOSEST i will ever get to admitting this kin publicly with my name attached is saying he reminds me of myself/i relate to him. for several reasons but most notably the fact that my source is, despite all odds and all evidence to the contrary, panic! at the disco fanfiction

-throam!ryan #🍭✨😈💥

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it's frankly a little selfish for me to miss brendon as much as i do, but god. literally every day i think about him. i am constantly drowned in grief knowing i'm probably never even going to do something as simple as hold his hand again. i really do think we were soulmates- there's no other explanation for how we would end up together after all of that, after all the shit we put each other through. especially all the shit i put him through. i still feel bad for that. i don't think i ever really made it up to him, and i don't think i'll ever be able to. the thing is, though, that it didn't matter. he was the one and only person- i'm not even counting myself here- who saw my flaws, my faults, everything that i hate about myself laid bare in front of him and chose to stay anyway. he was the only person who didn't get mad when i lashed out at him. and, fuck, i wouldn't have blamed him for being mad. he was a goddamn saint. he took the pain of loving me- really loving me, and he lived with it. thought it was worth it. i don't think i'll ever get that kind of love from anyone other than him. my only real hope, the only light at the end of this tunnel, is that if we really are soulmates.... maybe we'll meet again in this life. even if he doesn't remember everything the way i do. i'll still remember him. i'll still love him. i do even now.

i love you. wherever and whoever you are now.

-throam!ryan #🍭✨😈💥

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what would i take from canon? can i take my husband. or sisky -throam!ryan #🍭✨😈💥

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i love how internally i have a lot of complicated feelings about this kintype, who i was, how i acted, how i treated my friends, my lovers.... and then out loud i'm just like "mmmm. pancake :]" [because i hate being vulnerable about my negative emotions [and i did love those pancakes]] -throam!ryan #🍭✨😈💥

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