rereading Thrust Issues for the 6th (7th?) time aka SELF CARE

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rereading Thrust Issues for the 6th (7th?) time aka SELF CARE
Sineala: heres a fluffy romance
Me:
I literally sat staring at this section for the past minute, at least, I’m--
Tony dropped back down into the quiet, easy place within him, falling and falling, and then he realized he wasn't falling at all. It wasn't down. It was up. He was flying, soaring into the sun--
There were tears on his face and he didn't quite know why. It wasn't that it was too much -- except it was too much, but it was that too much was also enough, exactly right, like the way he was built had always been meant for Steve to find his way in, to overwhelm him, to strengthen him.
He hadn't known it would feel like this.
He'd been afraid of intimacy. He hadn't realized what this would be like. He thought he might have feared it, if he'd remembered how to fear, but there was no room for fear in the world now, only an all-encompassing warmth.
Tony wondered if this was what happiness felt like.
poetry
My therapist: it kinda looks like you have thrust issues
Me: what? I don't have thrust issues it just that
Me:..
Me: *waves hands around* don't thrust people
Me: oh
Tony: am I sleep deprived or is it demons
Tony: ..no it definitely has to be demons, I’m going to get that checked out
thrust issues.
People that use things you told them in confidence when you fight against you and go around telling people are the worst kind of people and even when you do make up with them know never to trust them again. Ever.