closed starter. | @thxoracle
Many had their opinions about the gods. Some claimed they were merciless, cruel in the way they stripped flesh from fate and left nothing but bone and grief behind. And maybe they were. Maybe the gods had laughed when they tore him from her, when they ripped him from the cradle of her arms. Maybe the gods had watched them suffer and done nothing but keep score. But Eirik ⸻ Eirik chose to believe otherwise.
Because if they were cruel, they would have ended him long before now. They would have buried his body beneath the snow and let his bones be forgotten. They would have kept him from her, from this, from the sound of her voice and the scent of her skin and the fierce, endless devotion in her eyes that still made him feel like a man worth loving. No, the gods hadn’t been cruel. They had been merciful. They had allowed him to live long enough to return. They had granted him this one unearned thing.
The second his eyes found her again, it was over. Whatever strength he’d used to keep himself upright on the battlefield, to endure the hunger, the cold, the weight of command pressing into his spine like a second sword ⸻ it collapsed. The ground could have split open beneath him and he wouldn’t have noticed. Because she was there. Real. Breathing. Not a dream carved from memory but her. His wife. His anchor.
His arms had found her without hesitation, a low sound escaping his throat before he could stop it, something animal, something desperate. He had held her too tightly, he knew that, could feel the tension in every muscle screaming not to let go, even as his body trembled from the restraint of not falling to his knees. He hadn’t let go since.
They had locked the door behind them, hidden in some quiet chamber at the edge of the camp, and still he clung to her like something might come and tear her away if he loosened his grip for even a breath. His hands moved with reverence and need, fingertips memorizing the shape of her spine, her waist, the curve of her shoulder beneath his calloused palm, his mouth pressing kisses to every part of her skin he could reach, as if devotion might be enough to make the world leave them alone.
❝I will slaughter anyone who dares knock on the door,❞ he muttered, the words rough and low, half-choked between kisses to her brow, her temple, the spot beneath her jaw where her pulse beat steady and strong. ❝Let them freeze outside. Let them burn.❞