What if ; 9/8/10
What if;
A question I bombard myself
too much with nowadays,
fear and anxiety crawling in
to hold a place in my little world
of depression and diaries,
filled with entries of what would've
had me hours passed crying out loud
with nobody to hear but myself
and ask once again
What if;
A day came in my life
where all of this was rewinded to
and I was a happy kid,
or at least one as I thought myself to be
and I was a completely different being
with a place held on above at a height
much higher from the ground
which I never realised but
What if;
A pet I have in the years ahead
never leaving my side for once
and is just there for me in general,
when here I am
dreading my life on a situation
happened almost three months ago
which probably had a lot of possibilities
to create a scenario in my head
happy enough for myself right now,
it's just only
What if;
disclaimer : needless to say pictures are from Pinterest and i don't even know if anything typed above makes sense even ig?