#tikispeaks

[tikishades]

Yeah man, these installation wizards are getting out of hand. I just saw a window pop up named "SIN EMPIRE" that made an error sound or something, and suddenly every device in my house is blasting dubstep at full volume. Nobody in the comments thought it was malware, that's just how common this is. I'm just downloading college textbooks and episode 2 of Severance. I think I just heard "Power Word: RAM" and now my motherboard fans are making buzzing noises. I gotta get a new computer.

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GUYS I just got an interview for a job??? The first one ever??? After 3 years of searching for a job I’m finally maybe free from the clutches of (extreme) poverty???

I don’t even have the job yet and its only part-time (which isn’t likely to be enough hours) but I could cry right now. For once I feel like I can have a future.

[tikishades]

I should not have to walk on eggshells to avoid upsetting my father.

I should not have to go far out of my way to avoid things that could upset my father.

I should not have to be punished when bending over backward for him causes me to fall on my face.

I am worth more than he lets me be.

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adhd feels

friend: hey don’t forget to do that thing!!! me, tears welling up: oh thank god my memory is v bad i can’t remember anything. i cherish your friendship friend: hey don’t forget to do that thing!!! also me: jesus fuck i’m not an IDIOT i don’t need to be reminded of things!!! gosh why doesnt anyone trust me to remember UGH

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adhd feels

me: oh! this thing! I need this thing v soon!! good thing I found it bc I always lose things. I will put it somewhere where I will definitely remember it definitely

me, a day later, when I need it: ...uhhhh ???

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add me on snapchat @tikishades

hey if anyone is interested in having me gush at how cute your selfies are on a regular basis, hmu ; D

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I wish I could play a game where I sleep underneath a collection of knives next to hot soup while a cop threatens to shoot out my window.

And with AI Studo Ghibli, now I can!!!!