#time pause

[lovenikkiclothes]

Based around the face accessory ‘Skull Painting’.

[myselfami]

I promise this isn't an angry rant full of angst and shit.

I just want to talk about a hallucination I have every once in a while. It's one that I don't mind, actually. I just want to talk about it for a moment. 

Every once in a while time stops. It just flat out stops for a little under a second. I like to call this hallucination my pause button. Except I never talked to people about it before so it's my own little joke.

It happens at random. The first time I remember it happening was in fifth grade. I was watching some kids play Frisbee and the disk stopped momentarily in flight. During that time it was like a pop. Everything went silent. It was freaking crazy.

It's like during that pause my brain refuses to acknowledge that the world is continuing on. I don't feel the wind, I don't hear anything, I just see this still moment like a photograph. 

Then everything just goes back to normal. Weird.

So, it makes me wonder. Is my brain really refusing the world during that time? Is it a matter of some proverbial wire being loose in there and shorting out? Does my brain simply want me to remember that one moment? Or maybe it's something else entirely. Either way, it's probably one of my favorite hallucinations because it doesn't scare the shit out of me.