Breaking up with a friend is actually just as hard as breaking up with a lover, especially if you've drifted apart and there is no real reason for it. Whom are you gonna text when something special happend? Whom are you gonna text when your crush smiled at you? My therapist said today that the painful thing with a loss is that you have all those amazing memories with a person, but there's not gonna be a continuation and that's what hurts. And she's actually so right. I remember us doing all that stuff and knowing that we're not gonna do anything like that again makes me so sad. I know that I should be incredibly greatful for what we've experienced. You've helped me through my darkest times without ever complaining once, you've always been there for me. But we've also had the best time together, going on holidays, doing fun free time activities or just staying at home and talking for hours. You're the only person that I never got tired of and I can't even tell you, how much I love you. But I just can't help it right now, my heart is broken.