#timlb

[yourdeadprince]

The moon loves the sun so much, (...) he chooses not to take a single breath, because not seeing sun today, is a pain worse than death.

[yourdeadprince]

The sun would die each and every night to let his true love breathe, for it would put an end to all his misery.

[champagnesails]

My dear, darling readers and followers.

It’s been over six months since I finished this hell of a masterpiece, but it feels like it could’ve been six hours ago. 

And just this past week, we’ve blown through a milestone I imagined I could reach: over 50,000 hits. TIMLB has been such a huge part of my life, and I know those of you who have read it have said the influence is a memorable one for you, too. I only hope more of you out there who haven’t read it get the chance - I’m a little partial to it I suppose, but I really do think anyone who’s willing to sacrifice the time it takes to read it won’t regret a minute they spend. 

I’m here though, to thank every single one of you included in that 50k. To thank every comment, every kudos, every tumblr recommendation and anon message you’ve sent. (okay, I’m aware that at least two-thirds of that 50k are people rechecking to see if I updated yet but still, thank you.) It’s all added up, added up into 730k+ words to send back in the greatest form of affection and gratitude I can offer. It’s you, your support, that has gotten me this far, and that’s gonna get my words onto a national best seller list somewhere. 

So thank you. From the bottom of my heart, from the bottom of my inkwell, thank you. 

And may you all have simply beautiful Octobers. 

xx

[mortal-artifices]

This is My Last Breath:

They’d both known death for so long but the real kind, the one that ripped your body to shreds, was kinder than the death that just ripped out your heart.

[champagnesails]

YOU DIDN'T LET ME DOWN, YOU LET ME FALL *sobs in fetal position for an hour*

Oh babe

I’m so sorry I wish that was the worst line from that fic

to be fair, it’s one of the worst though. In a lot more ways then one. There are…a lot of double meanings. Damn. Sometimes I forget how painful and beautiful that fucking story is. 

I love all the messages and comments you keep leaving me they make my entire fucking day

And I do hope you’re still enjoying and not sobbing too much xx

[champagnesails]

I made the sequel

I wasn’t going to but someone mentioned it and then a lot of people mentioned it and ? I just got this idea and there was nothing i could do to not, so

This Is My Last Breath - here’s the fucking sequel

It’s called Running: It’s Our Time Now (RIOT’N nice) and it’s like. Wild. I’m gonna go into a political atmosphere with it, and if any of you know anything about Eckhart Tolle, I’m going to be talking a lot about his schpeel too. It’s transcendentalism and fighting and mental disorders and all these awesome fun things to write about (fuck) but I really do think you guys will like it. Eventually. Maybe. 

It picks up a few years after the epilogue of TIMLB, but you don’t necessarily need to read TIMLB to understand it. Anyways. 

Here’s for more pain and gay ft. the Avengers and Ireland

[goblinheirarchy-archive]

i dont know i think the thing about me with stevebucky isnt about the shipping or just wanting to see them together, its about love, whatever love that may be in whatever context you see it. because whatever you say you cannot deny that steve has a yearning love for bucky because they grew up together and bucky was there when nobody else was and bucky has a heartfelt love for steve because of steves ambitions and values and if you cant see that then youre just not looking or youre in denial and i could go on about what they see in each other but for now its about love and the need to protect that

[champagnesails]

HI! Loved TIMLB. Now that it's done, though, do you have any other fics planned?:)

Oh friend. Me oh my. I’m glad you loved timlb, and let me TELL YOU about these plans I have. 

1) Vintage Datemates (I haven’t updated in so fucking long I’m so sorry) - the super gay 1940s fic that’s about to suddenly get Fuckin Real

2) I’m working on a modern war story that’s gonna be…pretty hardcore, Buck’s a field medic and it’s based off an actual vet friend of mine and their story with the bonus addition of Stucky (it’s a really rough-around-the-edges kinda story)

3) Sublime. Man I am fucking excited about this one. It’s a Romantic Time Period historical fiction, early 1800′s - picture Mary Shelley’s Frankenstien. Steve’s the son of an important french nobleman who died during the French Revolution, so he carries out his debonair wealthy legacy and gets into some circles he really shouldn’t and boom assassination attempt, only the beautiful assassin (cough Bucky in an ponytail) who’s supposed to kill him fails ??? and they fall in love over a really fucking dramatic storyline featuring badasses Sharon and Peggy Carter 

4) I’m also doing this sterotypical-love-triangle novel at some point where it starts out like all those other jealousy angles with the beautiful sweet blonde boy Edward-type fighting the dark mysterious Heathcliff-type for the girl only whoops they fall in love with each other instead

5) I also have a list of like. 30 au’s that are modern day that I will eventually be writing 

and god help me I didn’t want this but fuck, I thought of the most beautiful plotline for a sequel for This is My Last Breath and I may or may not have already started writing it but 

GENERALLY

I’m guessing CACW is gonna change my entire life and I’m just gonna end up writing another canon-following super gay stucky story about THAT movie so. Honestly, there’s a lot to come for years to come (I’m barely 19 bro, you guys are stuck with me in both the fandom and the novel world for some time to come)

Thank you so much for asking, and for liking my previous story enough to ask, I hope this was a sufficient answer? If you have requests…you can…most definitely send them my way. No promises though, I’m working on my novel career with ^^ those guys because I just finished a fucking masterpiece that can never get published, so. I’d like to show the rest of the world what I can do too, hence all the AU’s I’m planning. Anyways. 

Much love, 

xx