#tinlizziedl

[tinlizziedlinwa]

Heads-Up: If you're seeking a "Mommy" or "Daddy" -dom role with me as a submissive or baby, you're going to be disappointed. I am not interested in any sort of dynamic like that.

Save yourself the time and effort and move along.

I'm more than willing to be friends with fellow ABDL's and would love to meet people IRL (if I can get over my shyness/introversion), but that's probably the limit unless we really feel some chemistry for a while. I've been a loner for so long, it may take some patience with me - I'm admittedly not very skilled in socializing and may miss hints.

Thank you for reading this, and I hope you enjoy what I post & reblog :)

Tin Lizzie, DL in WA

[tinlizziedlinwa]

My left leg is killing me

The muscles are twitching in my left thigh and calf, the hip-joint is on fire, my calf feels like it's cramping constantly, and I'm having to move very carefully because if I don't, the pain spikes down my leg all the way through my foot. Sitting here it's a solid 7/10, and those spikes are a solid 10/10. They freeze me and bring tears to my eyes wherever I'm at. Not only life with incontinence, but now life with such pain that changing my diaper is something I don't look forward to. Just reaching around myself with wet-wipes kills me. I'm almost at the point where I truly need help doing everyday tasks like doing the laundry and dishes. Standing at the kitchen sink is so damned painful! Messy diapers are happening more often, too. It's painful as hell trying to do my bowel routine, so I'm using Benefiber to help make sure I don't constipate because trying to actively push makes my pelvis feel like it's exploding. Trying to actively hold in a #2 doesn't work very well at the best of times, but now it's truly a futile effort. I've an appointment on Tuesday to see a doctor who may finally help me. I'm not one to ask for prayers, but if anyone sees this... send some good vibes or something. I dunno what else to do. This pain is just too damned much!

[tinlizziedlinwa]

Summertime heat and diapers

I’m a little worried about how warm it’s supposed to be this summer.  Since I prefer using plastic-backed diapers to deal with my incontinence, I have a good supply of them, but now it’ s looking like I need to diversify.

Problem is, it seems like every single fabric-backed diaper brand I’ve tried has been leaky because they get all stretched-out and loose in less than an hour’s wear.  Does anyone know any brand that has good elastics, side-panels, and tabs that don’t stretch-out?  Maybe a brand that I’d tried previously has made improvements over time.  Please advise, and thank you!

[tinlizziedlinwa]

Day 4 of Snowmageddon

Bremerton, WA is still pretty much shut down.  I lost power at my house last night at about 8:10 PM.  My internet has been down for four days (Xfinity-Comcast).  I’m typing this on my laptop, in my van.  Using a small inverter for power to charge my laptop, phone, and a flashlight.  Right now I’m sitting in a Starbucks parking lot on Kitsap Way because everything is still closed.  At least I’m in range of their wifi!

The snow we got is now a dense, slushy mess.  I totaled about 16 inches at home before it started changing to half snow / half rain.  The big concern now are all the flat-ish roofs around here collapsing from the weight.

I have chains on my van, but getting around on the side street I live on is a royal pain.  I need to reset my chains (they’re not the best, and are difficult to tighten properly) before I try heading anywhere else.

Being incontinent is a pain, but at least I have gobs of diapers and wipes.  Thank God Fed-Ex got my shipment delivered before the snow started last week.  Three cases from Northshore :)

Stay safe & warm out there!

[tinlizziedlinwa]

ABDL-Safe place to stay

Hello everyone :) I'm wondering if I can offer the community a little something that in turn could broaden my horizons and be mutually beneficial for both party's finances.

I live alone in a two-bedroom house in Bremerton, WA. If any ABDL peeps have business in the area and need a place to stay for a little while, I can help. We'd need to negotiate terms for longer durations (3 to 6 month TDY's, for example), but I'd only charge about $35/night.

I'm incontinent, so I live in diapers and have pee-pads on my couch, chairs and bed. Those choosing to stay with me shouldn't be grossed out by this- It's my issue and I do not want or expect "help" dealing with it. Simple acceptance is plenty good enough.

I work full-time, I'm not a party-animal, don't have any pets (in case anyone is allergic), and I am drug-free. I'm a cigarette smoker, but I do not smoke indoors. Oh, I'm a pretty introverted guy, so I do appreciate boundaries and privacy concerns, too.

I cannot take my cell phone to work. If anyone messages me about this, please be patient- I'll respond once I get back out to my vehicle.

Please pass the word, and thank you!

TinLizzieDL

[tinlizziedlinwa]

Potential new chronic pain treatment

As someone with lots of spinal problems, 3 surgeries so far, and I've lost count of all the steroid injections, and still living with constant pain in my low back and both legs, this is very noteworthy:

Particularly this section: Intrathecal Drug Delivery for Cancer Pain

It's being studied in cancer patients right now, but I'm gonna hope that they expand that patient pool to include folks like me.

It sounds almost miraculous. Kills around 50% of the pain on average. Marked decrease in opioid analgesics after treatment. Has a very narrow effect on specific neurons, so risks of side-effects appear small. People retain their acute pain reception (poke them with a pin and it still hurts) while they lose the deep burning ache that's kept them from sleeping for years.

I want this. I want it to work and I want it to be allowed for more than just cancer patients! Ever since humanity started walking upright, our backs have been struggling, some worse than others.

[tinlizziedlinwa]

I bought a pair of skirts a week ago, and they arrived a couple days ago. Yesterday I wore one while grocery shopping.

They're ankle-length, A-line, a simple yet elegant style. One white, one beige. I wore the beige one yesterday.

I gotta say, getting over my idiot-brain hangups over wearing "feminine" clothes is a lot more difficult than simply wearing the skirt. It was very comfortable, airy and cool, which was very welcome in our full-sun heat.

And

and

AND

they have P O C K E T S ! !

P O C K E T S big enough for my whole hand to fit in!! Acutally useable P O C K E T S ! !

[tinlizziedlinwa]

when you're too horny to think about anything else

I want me a girl who'll walk up behind me

wrap her arms around me

gently bite my earlobe

and whisper for me to hold still

she undoes my pants and slides them down

I hold still

Her hands trace the lines of my legs as she stands up

trembling, I hold still

I feel her warmth, she's pressed herself against my back

her hands on my hips

her hot breath on my neck

my heart is beating so hard

I hold still

She reaches around and I feel the tug

she's undoing the tapes on my diaper

one by one, the sounds loud, she moves slow

This woman knows me

inside and out

I've no secrets from her

From my highest aspirations to my most depraved fantasies

she's chosen to stay by my side

I hold still

as her hands gently push me forward

Now the table is pressing against my diapered front

the back of my diaper is bouncing up and down

I'm trembling, yet still

I feel a sudden cold touch on my bottom

I can't help but suck in a sudden breath

her hand is slippery, a palmful of lube

as she presses it against my ass

it warms up quickly

I can't help but wiggle my bottom against her hand

To be her chosen, to let her do this to me

this is a dream

I feel the tip pressing against me down there

her strap-on sliding between my now slippery cheeks

we took time modifying it for her

to make sure it stimulated her just right too

so our play is even in that regard - who comes first is a trial

of self-restraint

Wanting her to take me

There's a trick to know

push a little, like for #2

my bottom and the dildo all lubed up

she holds it with a couple fingers

I settle my butt against the tip

it slowly, so slowly, slips in

The table holds up the front of my diaper, while her hands hold up the rear

I feel it between my legs, touching everywhere

her slow thrusts into me

the feeling so divine

starting shallow, only a little at a time

Her dildo pressing deeper into me

sliding along my insides

I feel every thrust and withdrawl

the nerves are all somewhat connected

I feel her dildo somehow in my dick

but that feeling is a minor addition to the flood

running up my spine

Feeling my insides sliding around her is building

a rushing crescendo

Thoughts ceased, I feel her shuddering too

I feel a warm explosion deep inside me

she's orgasming, and the bulb in her hand is squeezed flat

the tube we'd made that ran through the dildo now full

we'll both be dripping when she pulls out

My diaper will serve to catch it all

Her breath hot against my neck

she gently nibbles my ear, whispering

"Thank you, dear"

She rests against my back, her warmth so welcome

The feeling of being her cockwarmer is euphoric

Me, bent over the table, her, laying against my back

then I feel her slowly pulling back

her dildo begins sliding out

the sensations are intense

I feel the bulge of the tip against the inside of my hole

a part of me doesn't want to let her go

she feels the resistance and stops

Her hands stroke my arms

as she slowly pumps back into me

The ache is sublime

I shudder and relax against the table

feeling her withdrawing

I can't think

hearing my diaper crinkle under me

as she wipes her dildo off

then the sensations

of her pulling it up over my ass

I hear her tug the tapes open again

gently shifting, so she can reach

she refastens my diaper snugly

Turning around, I grasp her waist

we kiss, slow and deep

our souls writhing

entwined

Now she holds the table

as I gently undo the straps

and pull down her panties

they're wet, almost dripping

and the scent intoxicating

Now it's my turn to take what I need

my shoulders against her legs

as I gently suckle her essence

from her beautiful folds

and my diaper slowly swells

Together we are satiated

and made whole.