#titaya

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@sapphic-sith Here we go, one kiss for this two :D

Tumblr murdered the quality on the ask as usual so here we are.

[sapphic-sith]

'Lived long enough to become the villain' - Fot Titaya :3c

It’ll probably go down in history that I did it out of spite. Ever since I was brought to The Jedi Temple I had always been the rebel. Dressing against code, allowing my emotions to affect my decisions, always questioning and challenging the Jedi teachings… It didn’t help that my father was a sith lord either. The Jedi masters thought I never heard their hushed whispers and gossip. “She won’t make it as a Jedi,” they’d mumble. “She’ll turn sith the second we take our eyes off of her.” 

Everyone will think I did it to spite the Jedi.

They also thought I only cared about myself. I valued myself a lot. But I always valued my family more…

With The Eternal Empire no longer a threat, The Republic and Sith Empire were all too quick to turn their weapons and people on each other once more. In a desperate attempt to fill their numbers, The Jedi were recruiting all Force-sensitive peoples. The younger, the easier for them to train in their ways. I was done with that. My love and I didn’t want any part in their war and we especially wanted to keep our children out of it. But it came to us anyway.

Normally, I was always able to keep face and hide my fears. But my hand wouldn’t stop shaking as I clutched my lightsaber. I looked at the bodies that were strewn about the pop-up base- limbs hacked off and torsos with searing slashes and holes. It felt so surreal, as though I was standing in another plain of existence looking into some other world. It wasn’t until I heard Aria’s voice through my comm-link that I snapped back into my own head and body. 

“Yes,” I replied. “I took care of this one. There’s been talk about Jedi activity in the old Revanite bases. I’ll look into it then contact you after. Tell the kids I’ll be home in time for dinner if they start to ask questions….And Aria?….I love you.”

BUT IT ALSO COULD HAVE GONE LIKE THIS:

The Jedi always thought it was only a matter of time before I turned sith. While I wouldn’t say I turned sith, I was certainly no Jedi any more. I probably never was one from the start by their words. They wanted a villain so badly so it was about time I gave them one. When I made this decision there were two things that my mother always said that came to mind: “Revenge is better than Life Day” and “and go big or go home.”

Getting a hold of a stronghold was easy. Nearly every planet was selling them. Yavin IV seemed like the ideal place for an evil lair. It was scary, rich with Sith history both ancient and recent, remote and pulsing with weird Force Vibes. My normal wardrobe just needed a touch more black, but I say why not keep some color in my fiendish attire? I even hired a composer to write me a theme song (every good villain has an amazing theme song). 

But why? Why was I doing all of this? Was it to spite The Jedi Order for their lack of faith in me all those years? Somewhat. The truth is that Aria and I needed some kind of impregnable fortress in a more remote location than Alderaan. The Republic and Sith Empire was at each other’s throats again. The Alliance was having all sorts of troubles of their own, and our kids were endanger of being caught up in this mess. Not to mention Aria and I were constantly harassed to join our respective sides. So if this “All mighty Alliance Commander” was too busy with super weapons and traitors to end another war, it was up to me. 

It wasn’t hard at all to get a following either, almost every former Revanite was willing to aid in our cause. (But of course I gave them much better looking colors to wear. Seriously who thought drab red and drab purple looked good together?)

Now all I had to do was sit upon my big fancy chair (I’m avoiding the word “throne” for reasons), and make my first move. The holocall was sent to Tython were the remaining Jedi Council sat. 

“Master Titaya,” answered one of them. “I hope you are not insisting that we call you by that ridiculous name?”

I grinned, baring my teeth as a low chuckle seeped out past them. “Oh, but Barsen’thor Sparkle Butt has such a nice ring to it. But you should be more concerned about what is to come in the following weeks. Because let’s be real, this whole Republic verses The Sith Empire has always been about The Jedi verses The Sith. This war has gone on for too long and you are just as guilty of taking and ruining innocent lives with your blind beliefs just as The Empire has. So I’m ending this once and for all- by ending The Jedi.”

[sapphic-sith]

Titaya got a make over! I swear this pack was practically designed for her. If only I could give her her mis-matched colored eyes!

@abyss-wolf Hopefully Aria likes the new look. ;)

[abyss-wolf]

❝ Keep everyone safe for me, okay..? ❞ (For Aria and Titaya. I can already feel the tears starting to well up.)

@sapphic-sith 

((Me writing this.))

“...I'm Sorry… I should've been more careful…”

Aria ran a hand through Titaya’s hair, trying to keep her composure. She already knew she couldn't do much to help her; and even then she hoped to save her. Nothing short of a miracle.

“Don't be. We’ll get you patched and you’ll be fine. We’ll go home… I’m sure the kids are eager to see you again.” She held Titaya close, their faces mere inches away from each other.

Titaya smiled gently at her and placed a hand on Aria’s cheek “You know better than that, love…”

Aria’s face fell, her mouth formed a fine line as she held back her tears “Don’t say that… Please don’t leave me, not you… I’ve always been weak on my own.”

“You’re the strongest person I know, Aria.” Titaya said weakly, leaning in with great effort kiss Aria, it was nothing more than a soft brush of their lips, but she hoped that would be somewhat reassuring.

“Take care of everyone for me, okay… ? Tell the kids I love them…”

Aria wanted to argue she’d be able to do that herself. That and more. But it was pointless, she knew Titaya was right; She knew better than to try and convince her things would be alright.  

“I… Yes, I’ll tell them. I’ll take care of them, I promise.” Aria leaned in, pressing her forehead against Titaya’s and closed her eyes, if only so she wouldn’t start crying then “I love you. I always will.”

“I love you too. Always.” She heard Titaya say one last time.

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@sapphic-sith

So, Tumblr ate this ask and made me write all down again... So yeah, here’s the meme the ask was for.

Send me “do you know who I am?” for my muse to have amnesia and not recognize them

Aria stirred awake, her head heavy and in pain. She sat up with some difficulty and rubbed a hand over her face. She was confused. She knew she was in her room, but didn’t know how she got there. She didn’t remember anything that had happened in months and that worried her. She looked up when the door opened, a beautiful blonde walking into her room. The other woman smiled widely and sauntered towards the bed. “You’re awake! Great!” She said sitting next to Aria “How are you feeling?”

Aria backed off slightly in the bed, looking around for her saber. Who was this woman? She tried to remember to no avail. Titaya tilted her head “Is there something wrong, dear?” She asked, noticing how nervous Aria had gotten. “I… I am sorry… Who are you?” Aria asked, a bit ashamed. Titaya frowned and chuckled nervously “Come on Aria, don’t you know who I am?” She asked hoping it was all a bad joke.

Aria shook her head slowly “I… Sorry…” She closed her eyes and tried to remember again, only able to recall what seemed to be distant and blurry memories. But she had a name now, or so she thought. She also felt a strong connection to this woman, drawn to her in a way she couldn’t explain.

"Titaya... I remember just bits and pieces... Maybe with time I'll remember more."

Titaya smiled softly at her "And I'll be here for you, if you want."

Aria smiled back and grabbed her hand "I know. Thank you."

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I want the K for you know who :D

I got Forehead Kiss when picking from the options of this meme so here we go. 

Aria raised a brow once Titaya simply flopped face first into their bed, groaning to get her attention in the process. Aria simply shook her head and chuckled under her breath, finishing up the page of the novel she was reading.

“Baby finally went to sleep?” She asked, playing with a strand of blonde hair. 

Titaya nodded “Yep. Finally.” She sighed and snuggled Aria, resting her head on Aria’s shoulder “Aerion?” 

“Asleep. Took a while though.” Aria set her datapad aside, giving Titaya her full attention “So, we get some time for us. What would you like to do?” 

Titaya yawned and wrapped her arms around Aria “I don’t know. I’m kinda tired, actually... But I guess we could watch a holo, get some snacks. The sort.” 

“Are you sure?” Aria asked, only to get no answer. “Love?” She checked only to confirm Titaya had fallen asleep “Well, sleep it is then. Goodnight, love.” She chuckled softly and gave her a soft kiss on the forehead.

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"Zip Me" for Aria and Titaya! :D

Aria sat in front of the vanity, humming to herself and giving her hair it’s final touches while she waited for Titaya to come out of the walk-in closet. 

Titaya poked her head through the door frame and smiled “Hey dear, would you mind helping me with my dress?” 

“Not at all.” Aria stood up and joined her on the closet. 

Titaya turned around so Aria could zip up her dress, lifting her hair as well, if only to have a excuse to show off a bit. 

Aria smirked, knowing Titaya was just trying to tease her as usual. She stood in front of her instead, one hand grabbing her dress and the other one the zipper.

She looked at Titaya and raised a brow, as she pulled up the zipper slowly, teasing her as much as possible. 

Titaya chuckled and let her hair down, wrapping her arm around Aria’s neck “Alright, alright, you win. You can stop looking so smug now.” 

Aria scoffed “Me? Smug? Never.” She said just as she finished zipping up Titaya’s dress “Besides, you started it... Now that we’ve teased each other enough, are you ready for dinner.” 

“Hmmmm, almost.” Titaya leaned and gave her a soft kiss on the lips “Okay, now I’m ready.” 

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*starburst* or whatever for the nightmare meme for Aria and Titaya.

My muse just dreamt that they got killed by yours. Send me ‘✸’ for my muse to wake up from their nightmare and seeing yours.

Titaya woke up to Aria’s whimpering and trashing in her sleep. Something that, while not uncommon, always worried her. 

She propped herself up on an elbow and gave Aria a soft shake, hoping that would wake her enough for her to calm down and go back to sleep. 

Aria woke up, gasping for air, heart beating so fast she felt like it would break her chest. 

“I’m... I-I’m sorry... I-I didn’t mea--” Aria started, still somewhat breathless, when Titaya cut her off.

“Shhh, it’s fine.” Titaya said pulling her into a hug, planting a kiss on top of her head “I’m here, it’s fine love... Whatever it was, it’s not real.” 

“I hope so... It was Balmorra all over again... But this time it was you...” Aria stopped and sighed “I’m sorry, I’m rambling... Just ignore me.” 

Titaya hugged her tight when she realized what Aria meant. She let go slightly, lifting Aria’s face so she could look at her “You know I would never hurt you. Never. It was just a nightmare.” 

Aria nodded “I know. I was just shocked. Thank you, love.” She smiled softly. 

“Anytime, love.” Titaya smiled back at her and gave her a small kiss before snuggling closer to her.