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Man sometimes life just sucks and all you can do is take drugs and eat hot chips about it I think

#tiycs #head hurt. pelvis hurt. I’m DIYing the mcmigraine cure (hot chips and coke) and hoping it Does Something #sticking my head out my window next to my desk to shove my face in the winter night air #wanted to do stuff but I guess I’m just going to bed early tonight

i know my posts don’t get engagement because of the bits of my writing in them but it still makes me happy to see ppl liking and reblogging the posts with story snippets 🥲🥲

#this is your captain speaking #captain haven #the warding pearl #tiycs #piratecore #sailorcore #lighthousecore #nauticalcore

Current status: Imprisoning myself in this café until I can come up with something coherent enough to present for WIP Wednesday

#tiycs #in actuality I am sitting here quite comfortably of my own accord nursing a hot chocolate #beats sitting outside on the uncomfortable bench of the unshelteted(!) bus stop outside in the cold for 20+ minutes #*unsheltered #I might even wait for the 5:40 bus. avoid all the school children #it’s the interchange in the middle of the CBD! you’d think the benches would be more comfortable and actually enclosed

Time to play ‘did I root my back or is this a kidney stone’ roulette I suppose

#tiycs #genuinely have been thinking about going to a+e since 3 am but I was good and waited for the urgent clinic to open #but holy FUCK #consulted my mother for her wise words of wisdom and all she had to say was ‘girl you don’t need any more conditions’ lmfao

not to alarm anyone, but i think i might be losing my marbles ngl

#tiycs #i check the clock and see that it is monday again and realise oh dear i don't think i've actually been inhabiting my body this past week #this chemical menopause bullshit fucking sucks. how the fuck am i having hot flushes this bad and still having my fucking period #i'm five minutes away from shaving my head and peeling all my skin off. it's 10c and raining outside and i have the air con cranked and i'm #still fucking overheating. not sleeping. not eating. genuinely don't think i've been piloting my own person in any way shape or form #and i can't tell if it's just that coming off the zoladex is meant to suck dead dogs nuts too or if i'm on the brink of Having An Episode #there's no joy. my mind palace is barren so i can't even take refuge there from the horrors. i'm just doubling up on the wallstaring #both with my mind's eye and my actual eyes. god i really hope this is just the zoladex and not the agomelatine not working any more. christ #at least paralives finally drops into EA innnnn... ~18 hrs. maybe that can yank me out of whatever the fuck this dissociative funk is #bc rn i have forgone personhood to hollowpilled huskmaxx or whatever #but also counterpoint: i think it's pretty normal to no longer feel like a person when your pelvic pain is so bad it reduces you to crawlin #across the floor because you physically cannot walk

Ok, cancel the long term nuclear waste storage plans, I almost feel like a person again. Washed my hair (resent how much of a difference this one always makes tbh. I always go ‘man there’s no way it’s that effective’ and then it’s that effective every single time. Especially with how gross the menopause night sweats are), refilled my scripts (yay drugs!!!), am staying with family for a bit, and while that’s usually very fraught things have changed dramatically because mum just bought a puppy and everyone’s smitten so nobody is conspiracyposting. So not only do I get my sorely needed people time while everyone is being reasonable and decent for once I get puppy time too. Things might in fact be okay actually.

#tiycs #I do appreciate the privilege but man living alone is evil sometimes when you are stuck in the hellpit

I’m sure it’s just the continued Agonies and the PMDD + menopause talking (how am I on my period whilst in the midst of chemical menopause? At this point I think god just has it out for me personally) but I think I need to sealed in a concrete vessel and buried a kilometre underground the way they do for long term nuclear waste storage

#tiycs #sorry for being Avoidant; I’m just in such a continued horrifically foul mood that I think isolating myself is for the best #you ever have pelvic pain so bad it draws all the way down your legs to the soles of your feet in a plantar fasciitis-esque way?#the government should be giving me ketamine I think

sick and fucking tired of the agonies dude!!!

#tiycs #I loathe sportsbetting with all my heart but I do think it’d be funny to take bets for which organs fail me first #with all the painkillers that I take #which do fuck all btw; in reality I’m probably trading barely taking the edge off for dialysis by 50 lol #this really is a liver and kidney failure any% speedrun

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