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when people insist that everyone should be using menstural cups and such augh please... we suffer enough... and i am too clenched for all this...
i just found something rather heinous in my belly button
this might be TMI and i’m not sure how to describe it, but... (don’t read if you’re grossed out by bugs or potential eye trauma)
a bug (like, a gnat or something?) flew into one of my eyes when i was on a walk earlier and it stayed in my eyelid until we were just about to reach my house
... and then i went into the bathroom to see if i needed to wash my eye out... and i’m pretty sure it was squished on the top of my eyelid
this. has never happened to me before and i don’t know how to feel about it, besides being THOROUGHLY weirded out.
But!! It’s out now and my eye doesn’t feel weird and itchy anymore, so it’s all good! OvO’
So let's review my day: -Late night mood drop, was still feeling bad in the morning -Only slept for like an hour -Phone wasn't working properly so my texts weren't going through to my friend who was giving me a ride and vice versa -Ended up being late to work because of that -That was my second incident in just over a month of employment (first was leaving early sick the other week) so one more in the next two months and I could be terminated -Had to work the morning shift, which is busier at my job than night so even though all the customers were nice it was still too overwhelming -Still on my period which just made all the bad feelings worse -Pretty much had a panic attack/breakdown during my shift -Very Bad
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Body stuff:
1) Still no period. I should re-test today, but I don’t think I’m knocked up.
2) OTOH, I do think I’m knocked up because:
2a) nausea
2b) increased appetitie
2c) hormones are out of control
3) Still sick, and getting sicker. Cough transformed from a ‘dry cough’ to a ‘wet cough’, and now I’m getting headaches and muscle aches.
I’d love to take today off work and rest, but really, I’d just be laying in bed all day. I can move to the ‘bed office’ with my laptop and get the same results.