#tmiposting

[cryptidcobalt]

today's the daaaaay.

[petrodragonicapocalypse]

anyone else's cycle been doing this lately

[coern]

I love finding a scrap of food in a desert and then complaining about how bad it tastes

[deathcatcher]

ive been so fucking horny i think im gonna explode

[necropsittacus]

also okay i know normally i say i'm relatively less into women but. dear jesus look at slipstream on that last cover

[cryptidcobalt]

a little while ago i downloaded barq in the hopes of finding friends with shared (furry) interests around me and i met a few near people I've been utterly unable to maintain friendships with because of the Situation

i met one person I really really clicked with and we got to texting a little bit. the content got too far into horny range and I had to cut her off to keep myself from doing something stupid and ruining my relationship

i really regret doing that, both the how and the why. I'm pretty sure I could patch it up if I tried and I care a lot less about the long term prospects of the relationship now that I know it's doomed eventually. the only thing stopping me is that I don't want to cheat on my fiancee because that would annihilate him. but let me tell you. that telegram account calls to me like the green goblin's mask.

[cryptidcobalt]

WELP. broke the news to bf and it went as expected.

he cried for an hour, sobbing about plans and our future, straight up told me he's not going to "be able to" use any new pronouns or names i try, got better for a little bit but is obviously near suicidal right now, periodically sobbing and just generally incredibly upset. he spent like an hour yesterday going back through his phone and finding pictures to show me if when i was skinny with short hair in highschool and talking about how cute i was. he's acting like I died or something.

as expected, he's really focused on how this all is going to be hard for him. i can expect no support, but i wasn't really expecting support from him anyway. it still hurts, though. he's trans too and you'd think that'd mean he would be more accepting but he's also got some mental illness he's not interested in working on so i guess that cancels out.

bummer day yesterday, bummer day this morning when he wakes up moping like he lost a family member. I just really hope this is a knee jerk reaction and he'll calm down and be normal about it, if this is just how he's going to act then he's going to force me to choose between living who I am and dating him

[cryptidcobalt]

chat is it normal that after a multiday crash out about my gender my (normally subby brat) bf has decided that he's going to try to dom me now that I use she/her. he's also having a really hard time using anything but they/them outside of a sexual context.

and like. that's fine. I like being a little subby sometimes (sometimes! not always!) but it feels weird that this is happening when it is. like I'm not crazy right it is weird to decide you're in charge now that your s/o might be a woman right?