Mar 27, 2024
It Is so so so fucking frustrating to be in stuck in the headspace of "if this doesn't connect to my blorbos It's so much harder to get me to consume it" bc when ppl try and get me into new media it feels like fucking pulling teeth and it's not that I'm uninterested it's just a mix of executive dysfunction and the fact that there are things I could Rewatch that would be much easier for me to convince myself to do and it's not fair to people around me to want to show me things when all I do is counter with something I like instead
#i hate it#it always makes me feel selfish any time somebody wants to watch a long form thing that i cant blorbo project or pull from#bc yes i want!!#to!!#understand and watch the things you like but my god is it Difficult to pull me into the mindset for that#its the same thing for books which is why i havent read a nice one in a hot minute#And music which is hellish#i do care!!! i promise! and i hate that i have to be “in the mood” for it
