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7:25 am
Should’ve been our 7th today. I don’t have much to say, I just really miss you already.
I love you. Even though you're a bitch sometimes.
Lol. Lowkey, I’ve always always wanted to hear this. I never told him I do but somehow he finally said it haha. It makes me realize how close we are. C’mon, it’s not normal to curse at your girlfriend like that lol.
Happy National Boyfriend Day to my favorite guy. I love you, always. :)
Him.
I can’t help not to compare him with the other guys sometimes. He’s different--- in a good way that is. He’s sensitive enough to feel if something’s already not okay, he’s mature, he can get along with anyone, he makes me feel beautiful inside and out, he’s smart, he’s funny, he’s tall, dark, and handsome (lol), he’s honest enough to tell me if there’s something I did that he didn’t like, he’s very territorial, he can overthink or worry too much sometimes but that only means he really cares, he’s got everything I could ever ask for. Really. And to me, I’ve got the best.
I’m telling you, there’s so many. Too many things I love about him. He makes being in a LDR so easy. Yeah, it still could be hard at times. Especially for some days I long for his touch. But nonetheless, he makes everything so simple.
It has been 6 months since then and God, I’m so happy. I really am. I’m happy I finally told everyone. Mom, Dad, friends. I’ve known him ever since I was 17 and I didn’t know we can make it this far. And well, further than that hehe. Nothing has changed, the feelings are still there and it never faded.
I know there could still be some people who would think negative things about us and honestly, I’ve gotten used to it. I’m used to people asking stuff like, “are you sure he doesn’t have a girlfriend?” “how sure are you he’s being faithful?” “are you sure of him?” and it doesn’t really offend me in any way. I get why they ask. We all see things differently and that’s okay. :) I won’t make them understand, I don’t have to try to force them to believe everything’s real, I don’t have to prove anything to anyone. They can judge or have doubts. But as long as him and I are happy, I couldn’t care less of what people might think. I am so proud of him. I know and I’m confident that he’ll always be mine and it’s gonna stay like that.
He made me fall in love with him and I’m so glad I did. I’ll wait for that day to come. I’ll continue to be faithful, I’ll be patient and strong for him ‘cause I really, really don’t want anyone else.
Oh babe. I missed you so much. I was so happy to see you. I wanted to take you home and make love to you. I missed you so much. I would've gone crazy if you had stayed there any longer. I wouldn't have been able to take it. I wish Fusion was a real thing so then we could like fuse together and become one and like we would never have to be alone and we could be just like Garnet. And it would be great. Ha ha, I feel like my 14 y/o self right now going on about my first love. Although, you aren't that guy I first fell for. You are the last and the only one I will ever feel this way for, for the rest of my life. I wish we were together here right now so I could hold you and tell you everything will be okay.
I just wanna own a shitty cozy apartment with you
I threw my lunch away
I know its stupid but like its the one thing I was looking forward to today. It made me cry. All I want to do is cry. I'm not feeling it today. I don't have my lunch. It was a very nice salad. I don't like it here. Everyone is polite. I hate polite. I just don't like it. Its false and it doesn't show one really cares. I don't wanna be here...