Prayers, good thoughts just whatever is appreciated:
I ran out of my brain pills.
I thought I had more coming but brain fog must have got confused because they aren’t in the pills that came today.
I live very rural so even though I will call tomorrow the earliest I could get them is Wednesday.
These are the pills that made a world of difference for my OCD and I am FREAKING out.
This is the only website where I can admit I kinda thought I should be unalived with how bad it was before them.
I didn’t want to but felt like I didn’t deserve to live blah blah blah(if you know OCD you know)
Anyway my OCD is not “good” even on them and I’ve had at least two anxiety attack since knowing I won’t be on them for days.














