#to mason

[systemshoutouts]

call-out for Mason bc i didn't realize he had a British accent till i was co-con with him wtf bro -grian/harvey (wtf sys)

[systemshoutouts]

shout out to Mason for being the best boyfriend! And shout out to E for being the best partner! love you both :) -g (wtf sys)

[jcrdans]

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swagandsupras replied to your post: jaxon hates you

JAXON DOESN’T HATE YOU. Nonnie is being an asshole. Jaxon loves you, Masey <3 #sogay

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[littlerookbird]

I'll be honest. There's nothing to work out, and I don't hate you so much as feel hurt over the whole situation. I'm sorry I've been snide, but now maybe you get how I felt when you were snide the last time we broke up?

Mason, I don't know how to word any of this. I don't want to be hurtful or seem hateful. I'm fucking lonely, here. I've done nothing but sleep since yesterday and I've hardly had the motivation to hold conversations with people. I don't have any words and I both want people's company and resent it. They're all happy, and I'm not. I don't even know how to be anymore. I stopped knowing how to be happy when all of our fights started.

I don't know how to say this without sounding harsh, but I don't think I feel that way anymore. I'd rather be friends, but I know how much that idea must hurt. Those feelings exploded inside me and became a bunch of negative thoughts that I should've never expressed. I'm sorry for that. For taking out everything on you, and for being immature. If you never want to talk to me again, I understand... just... I'm sorry. All of this stuff lately has made me both resentful and sad and confused and so many feelings that have jumbled together to make absolutely no sense. I just want to lay down and scream and scream and scream until my voice goes hoarse or my throat starts bleeding.

I feel.... really empty.

I'm sorry I've been an ass.

I just don't know how else to respond or react on an internal level.

[throwingknives-perry-blog]

Hey Two.

You really want to prove you're not the Capitol's puppet? Don't kill anyone. Neither of our alliances kill each other. We get to the cornucopia, split the supplies and go on our ways. I even promise not to touch a hair on Dean's head. That would piss off the Capitol more than making a fuss in the interviews.