#todayishard

[timorin11]

This is the way I truthfully feel today! 🙁however I don’t give up, despite of the challenges! I’ll overcome it and it will be even great! #challenge #overcomeit #harddays #worsedays #todayishard #tomorrowwillbeworse😭 #thedayafterwillbesunshine #dontgiveup #challengesempowersme #keepsmiling https://www.instagram.com/p/CdK_XKXLUwC/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[21-twenty-one-21]

Depression is a real thing.

A lot of Truck Drivers have depression, I am one of them. Spending endless hours/days/weeks/months in my truck with only phone calls/video chat & small talk at the truck stops with cashiers and fellow drivers really wears on me. Most days aren't bad.. but sometimes when I'm sitting in my truck at night with nothing but my thoughts it can get pretty bad. I'll start thinking about what happens if I don't get to go home.. what if I lose my life out here and don't get to say goodbye to my family/friends. What if I'm raped and murdered. What if I'm robbed and murdered at gunpoint. These are real things that happen out here to my fellow drivers. There are so many scary things that I easily trail off and think about. It's a very dark and scary place to be.

I don't want to spend the rest of my life trapped in a box on wheels.

I just want to go home.

I knew I shouldn't of left with a run to Upstate NY. But my mother told me to go, that everything would be okay. I got to NY and got the phone call from my mother that my grandma had passed away... I was almost 800 miles away and drove straight home, but she was already gone. I never got to say goodbye. 😭

Family emergencies are incredibly hard because we (truckers) can't just drop everything and make it home like if we were home everyday. Hundreds to thousands of miles separate us from our families.

I know a lot of people think truck drivers are nasty, on drugs or total assholes. But a lot of us are good people, we are just providing for our families.

[treetalker]

😭 Definitely both. For those who haven’t seen my posts on Facebook, I’m going through a tough breakup and I’m doing my best right now. Hoping to channel it all into artsy things and keep rising. But today I just want to cry and buy plants. 😭🖤 #muchlove #breakups #todayishard

[mkk-233]

I think it’s time to tell my mom we broke up.

[invisibles0000]

Hunny

Hunny! Hunny! Wake the fuck up! I miss you. 

I MISS YOU. 

I MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I WANT YOU BACK. PLEASE COME BACK.

why did you leave me?

[batmanswag55]

Trying to breathe : : #todayishard #lostfam #staywild #thelostboysadventures #breathe #optoutside #wanderlust #washington #rattlesnakeledge #hikewashington #washingtontrails #neff #gooutside #nature #therapy #nevergrowup #climbamountain #pnwtrails #pacificnorthwest #explore #winteraesthetic #windy #relaxing #anxiety #mountains #lakes #cliff

[todaufraten]

I still don't forgive myself for being alive. I should've died instead of you. I miss you so much.

[oblivious-wanderlust]

well hello