It’s crazy how much I hate being a burden on the people around me. I just want to isolate myself and let my burdens eat me alive alone🖤

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It’s crazy how much I hate being a burden on the people around me. I just want to isolate myself and let my burdens eat me alive alone🖤
Happy #monday folks. I hope your weekend went better than mind did. Some times things are just dark and hard and there isn’t really a light at the end. We will get through it but right now it’s not so great 😕 hoping things get better with time. #mondaythoughts #morning #selfie #redhead #redhair #casualmonday #mondaymorning #pondering #harddays https://www.instagram.com/p/BwkAHVnnGpg/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=s49y24dr72a9
All the stresses. Cheers to pushing through, I guess. 😕 #harddays #illfeeling #goingthroughit (at Midtown ATL)
There's a version of strength nobody talks about — the one where you're falling apart and holding yourself together at the same time.
Not because you've figured it out. Not because you're healed. But because the floor needs sweeping and you're the only one home.
Some days that's what survival looks like. Not grace. Not clarity. Just you — tired, mid-collapse — picking yourself up long enough to deal with yourself.
That's not weakness. That's one of the harder things a person can do.
There's a version of strength nobody talks about — the one where you're falling apart and holding yourself together at the same time.
Not because you've figured it out. Not because you're healed. But because the floor needs sweeping and you're the only one home.
Some days that's what survival looks like. Not grace. Not clarity. Just you — tired, mid-collapse — picking yourself up long enough to deal with yourself.
That's not weakness. That's one of the harder things a person can do.
what I’m doing today! 2.12.26
Today I actually went to school, even though I really didn’t feel like it. I woke up tired and just not in the mood for anything, and the whole morning felt kind of annoying. I went anyway, but it was one of those days where I was just counting down the hours until I could go home.
School wasn’t even that bad, it was just one of those weeks where everything feels like a lot. I’ve had so much going on and I feel like I can’t catch a break. I’m honestly so ready for this week to be over because I’m exhausted and I just need a reset.
The good part of my day is that I get to see my boyfriend later, and I’m really excited about that. It’s something I’ve been looking forward to and it makes me feel better just knowing I have something good coming. Being around him always makes me feel calmer and happier.
Right now I’m just trying to get through the rest of the day and take it one step at a time. I’m tired, but I’m trying to stay positive and remind myself that the week is almost done.
You have faced hard days before, and you overcame them. You will overcome this too.