Today has been a tough day. Yesterday I took my last dose of humira (working on getting insurance since I moved to a new state recently). I’m having lots of fatigue today and it’s made everything I’m going through so much worse. * I’m trying to find a job and I’m limited on what I can do so job searching is hard. I already have a few apps in so now I’m obsessing over those because I really need a job soon. Stress is through the roof. Husband and I have been making updates to our new house and that also takes time and energy. And today I just feel this heavy sadness and I don’t even know why I feel sad. Honestly feel like I could just lay in bed and cry. * I’ve tried to make the best of my day but I’m glad today is almost over. I want to try again tomorrow. * Days like this I’m fighting and trying so hard. These are the days that we tend to hide. These are the types of days we don’t talk about to healthy people. I’m trying to change that. * Just know if you are have a terrible day, your not alone. It’s okay to feel this way but do t get caught up in it, feel these emotions and then start over tomorrow. It’s okay to talk about your bad days and bringing them out of the shadows so healthy people can see what we go through is the type of awareness we need. * Hang on because tomorrow is new day #tomarrowisanewday #keepgoing #youareawarrior #rheumatoidarthritis #rheumatoidarthritisawareness #rheumatoidarthritiswarrior #rheumatoiddisease #rheumatoiddiseaseawareness #rheumatoiddiseasewarrior #arthritis #arthritisawareness #arthritiswarrior #chronicpain #chronicpainawareness #chronicpainwarrior #invisibleillness #invisibleillnessawareness #invisibleillnesswarrior #invisibledisease #invisiblediseasewarrior #invisiblediseaseawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters 💙💜 https://www.instagram.com/p/Ca_Atz8Jun8/?utm_medium=tumblr