#too drained

[sylverstormz]

you should make a list of your works on your main tumblr

I should. I should... but I don't think I'm going to.

[rainbowxfmuses]

//I’m just now realizing that there is one reply I forgot to respond to, but my mood is too bad, right now, so I will do it later. </3 

[cupoftea-oliver]

I’m so tired from being out all day but like, I still have to draw for off-tober. Someone pls motivate me.

[neurotransferral]

PSA

okay I bingewatched and finished 13 reasons and trust me, be very very careful friends! I didnt read the book and had no idea what I was really in for tbh. The first half seems fine (at least for me) but the last few are dark, and contain very triggering content especially the last one, please be careful. If you cant make it through its okay. Your mental well being comes first and foremost!

[tryalittlejoytomorrow]

reading through a WIP you haven’t touched since August is really a weird experience

[skinip]

the best part of tumblr is the fact that there will always be something new. whatever time of day it is, anywhere in the world, and its because of the international part of it. all of the blogs you follow could be a mile away from you or in another time zone. i love tumblr. 

[maladroit-liaisons]

I had so much to write to you and so much to say, but honestly, as I sit here, I’m kind of drawing a blank. I could tell you that I love you and I could tell you how much I wish that I didn’t. I could draw you a picture of my heart, but if you touched it, your fingers would only come away covered in black charcoal and that would kind of be a waste of materials. I already wrote you my soul and you threw it back in my face, but if you ask me if I want any of what I said I did, I don’t think I could even begin to explain. I’ve always been at least decent with words, but right now, I just feel kind of empty. I feel too tired and too drained to even try to make this beautiful. I am sorry if none of this makes sense, but to be fair, when have I ever? I say over and over all I want is to be with you, but even if we magically got back together, I think I would leave you just the same. You are too emotionally damaging and I could never trust you with my either my heart or my body again. I hope that if we did, I would stop feeling this way, but the reality is that even just the thought of being in the same room with you gives me so much anxiety I almost suffer from yet another panic attack. I am lost in a purgatory of wanting and feeling the need to flee. You have become a permanent warning of danger.  I never needed anymore triggers, so why did you have to become one?

[needlegirl-inahaystackworld]

Making another loop around the apt complex when you see that your neighbors are about to park at the same time you are so you don't have to make small talk with them.