#too fat.

[cyareaxes]

Someone on TikTok angrily said I drew Eddie Gluskin too fat (I did not) and I fr haven’t been able to let it go. Can’t stop thinking about it. Too fat. Baby you’ve got a big storm coming. I keep drawing him bigger and bigger now. Meat on his bones. A dad bod, even.

[dionysianchub]

This poor shirt started tearing at the seam as soon as I sat down. 😅

I think this would motivate most people to go on a diet, but all it did was make me want to fill my tubby gut with more fattening sweets. I really am such a pig. 🐽💕

[dionysianchub]

Can you believe after this I still asked my bf if we could stop for cake and milkshakes at Jack in the Box?

[all-said-and-dun]

x.x I've changed my mind about this whole living thing.

[thedevilinmyeyes]

I really really need to lose weight. Must. Be. Skinnier.

ugh.

[caged-in-fog-blog]

Lent

So, Lent starts today. I'm using at as an excuse to start over, so I'm giving up absolutely everything, and I mean to follow it through. I just can't stand how fat I've become, and besides, it would be nice to learn some self control.

Chocolate

Crisps

Biscuits

Cake

Desserts of any kind

Cereal bars

Yoghurts/chocolate mousse

Ice cream

Basically all the stuff that's my weakness, I'm giving it up. 40 days, I can do this.

[caged-in-fog-blog]

Failure.

So, today is the day of my Winter Ball. The day I swore I'd be 133lbs for, and I'm actually 146lb. I can't believe I let it all go so badly.

I haven't eaten since Tuesday, and have no desire to. 

Getting ready to go out, but it's raining outside, I feel fat and don't really feel like it to be honest.

But I'm going to go and put on a happy face and drink and smile like everything is alright.

[t-w-i-n-g-e-blog]

halloween is stupid if you cant find a freaking costme.