i think im going to kms
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i think im going to kms
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Alexa play Too Heavy and let's get balance between work and life
Nothing in my existence could ever be counted as mine. Except this stupid body. This cranial encasing runs and runs like the fan on my HVAC unit. Too afraid to turn it off for then the dust may settle and by chance reveal the invisible waiting and wanting that lingers on the floor here. This house has its own sadness. It's own traumas. they flirt so willingly with my own. This house isn't even legally mine as much as I want it to become home. Neither was the last rental or the apartment before that. Nor the other 19 times I've moved in my life. Maybe that's why I keep so many treasures, for if the chest is too heavy to carry out, then maybe they'll let me stay.
The dredged up carcasses of all my ghosts and mistakes live in this pond I've tried to maintain in my mind, but the bacteria keeps taking over. The algae is spreading and suffocating.
Is a Metal Knee Brace Too Heavy?
aloe vera ⇢ what’s something (mundane) you really want to experience in life?
Just... a life where I'm known and accepted in full — by myself, primarily — and don't have to hide or compartmentalize.
[random "get-to-know-me" ask game]
I feel like I'm going on a Seinfeld rent, but what is the deal with weighted blankets?
I thought all waited when it's had the same weight or if not that larger size weighted blankets would carry more weight than a smaller one.
Theast weighted blanket I had was 5 years ago at previous house. It was for a double bed, but when I got it I didn't pay any attention to how much it actually weighed. However whatever weight it was, it was the absolute perfect weight. It was not too heavy and not too light so I just assumed all waited blankets weighed the same.
This was when I was fighting a bed bug infestation and was trying everything under the sun. I finally got so frustrated I took about 5 gallons of bleach and doused my bed in it. That caused the cloth of the weighted blanket to deteriorate and suddenly there were little beads falling out everywhere and I end up having to throw it away.
Now I'm in a much bigger house but a much smaller bedroom so I'm in a twin size bed. I recently got a twin size 15 lb weighted blanket from Amazon which was on sale for $20. And it is so heavy I can barely move under it.
I don't know if I am older, I have lost muscle down and I'm just more crippled up, but it is a huge freaking chore to roll over from one side to the other!!!
It was never this hard but the other blanket. The blanket I bought said it was 15 lbs I don't know if maybe that's not right or is it feels heavier because it is covering a small area or what.
I am slowly starting to get used to it but oh my God It is damn chore To sleep under!!