sorry if this is random but I was rereading "addicted to the drama" and the dynamic between those two reminds me so much of this poem:
"I'm in love with you. I'm in love with you and I don't even like you all that much. I'm probably not going to love someone like this again, and that's fine by me because I'm not having a good time. I keep imagining all the things i'd give up to make this work; fictional deals with a devil that hasn't approached me. I'd shave years off my life. I'd give a limb. I'd do a lot of bartering while you're staring slack-jawed at the open road. Mouthbreather."
you do such a good job of conveying the resentment between nam-gyu and his s/o but also the undeniable love between them — they're terrible for each other but would choose the other person over anyone else in the world. it's a cycle they can't get out of because they don't want to
omg don't even worry about anything at all no need to apologize, cannot stress this enough but I LOVE RANDOM MESSAGES I LOVE HEARING PPL'S THOUGHTS ABOUT THINGS IVE MADE and i encourage it... it's like food to meee :DDDDD THIS MADE MY DAYYY THANK YOU
like i got SO giddy seeing this.. i LOVEEEE poetry i love literature i love reading i loveeee seeing things (tweets, other characters' dynamics, poems, novels, shows, etc. just stuff in general) that i can point at and be like WOAH THIS IS JUST LIKE THAT ONE DYNAMIC BETWEEN X AND X
also ik i say this every single time, but i'm always happy when people tell me they reread my stuff. ik that one fic is old atp but sometimes i still look back at it myself to see what i was cooking up a few months ago, and im like.. hell yeah :D i still enjoy this despite its age
i adore this poem as well ugh.. this is my first time seeing it, but i really enjoy it, and i can't thank you enough for sharing it with me.. definitely gives me their vibe as well <3333 also brings me insane amounts of joy that it reminded u of my fic (is that weird to say idk.. im just like 'woahhh something i made exists in someone else's mind enough for it to remind them of something else that exists in the world...?!????! so cool....')
also in response to your last paragraph ughhhh thank u so much that means a lot <3333 so much resentment building up between him and his s/o through their fights that range from small and petty to big and explosive and downright toxic.. they're not good for each other most of them time but through it all there's those little glimmers of peace where they're like 'this is why i love you. this is why i want to stay. this is why we even started dating in the first place,' and it's just enough for them to push through the reality that they would likely be so much better off apart.. and they hold onto that as tight as they possibly can bc they want it to work sooo badly, even to the point of forcing, even to the point where they're hurting each other. "it's a cycle they can't get out of because they don't want to" adore how u worded that bc yes it's true ...
