MATZ (Hongjoong x Seonghwa)
content warning: sex; bottom HJ; top Hwa
Masterlist
Minors DNI 🔞
word count: 2564
Ateez was in the middle of a red carpet interview. They'd just won an award, the night was coming to an end, and this was the last thing they had to do before they could leave for the night. San and Woo were tipsy and exchanging heart eyes at one another while secretly holding hands. Yunho, Mingi, and Jongho were bickering about which after-party to go to. Yeosang had a date waiting for him and was impatiently tapping his foot. And Seonghwa...
Seonghwa was effortlessly answering the interviewer with his unmatched charm. He'd smile and laugh while giving an answer that sounded professional yet relatable. He didn't stumble or even look flustered despite it being in a language he was less familiar with. All the while, Hongjoong stood beside him in awe.
"And you?" the interviewer turned to him, mic already in his face.
Hongjoong shook his head, his eyes and ears coming to focus on the man who had asked something he hadn't heard.
"I'm sorry, what was the question?" he apologized.
Seonghwa smiled beside him, offering support for his fumble.
"What do you have to say to the fans?" he repeated.
"Oh!" Hongjoong chuckled awkwardly. "Atiny," he began. "Thank you so much for trusting us with your support. We will do our best to make the next song even better!"
"Fighting!" Woo cheered before San could shush him.
"Fighting!" Yunho joined with the others following. Everybody bowed and that was it...the interview was over.
Seonghwa started walking to the cars first. Hongjoong tried to reach for him, but pulled back. He didn't even know what he'd say if he turned around...he just wanted to be near him.
"How many cars do you need?" security asked, trying to mentally add up all the members.
"We have 8 people," Seonghwa told him so he wouldn't have to figure it out for himself. "We need one car for 3, another to take Yeosang downtown," he pulled up Yunho, Mingi, and Jongho to get into their car, and then Yeosang for the next one. "San? Are you headed to the hotel?"
San, who was swaying and holding onto Woo like a crutch, shook his head.
"Where are you going?" Seonghwa asked.
"For a walk on the beach," Woo answered, his voice a little raspy from all of the tequila shots.
"A car for 2," Seonghwa ordered on their behalf. Hongjoong liked watching him take charge. It suited him.
"Take care of San," Hongjoong called to Woo as he climbed into the car, remembering that (as the captain) he also had some responsibility to take.
"Always," Woo smiled and shut the door.
"Hotel?" Seonghwa turned to Hongjoong who blushed just from the eye contact.
He nodded. He had nowhere else to go.
"One more," Seonghwa told security, and within minutes another black SUV appeared to take them away.
Seonghwa had on heels so Hongjoong offered his hand to stabilize him as he got into the car. The first touch of skin on skin made his stomach ache with desire. He knew he shouldn't feel this way...not for another member...but he couldn't help it. His fingers were buzzing where Seonghwa had touched him, and he looked down at his hand, sure that it must be glowing.
"Are you coming?" Seonghwa asked, wondering why Hongjoong was just standing there.
"Oh...right," he blushed and climbed in.
He said nothing the entire drive to the hotel...neither did Seonghwa. They sat near each other in silence...Seonghwa looking out his window and Hongjoong looking at Seonghwa. He wanted to tell him how he felt...wanted to tell him anything, but it all sounded too minuscule. Even complimenting his outfit wasn't enough to properly portray how devastating this love was.
When the car rolled to a stop, Hongjoong nearly jumped out of the door just to round the vehicle to help Seonghwa again.
When he opened the door, Seonghwa looked confused by his eagerness, maybe even a little amused, but he reached for his hand anyway and stepped down, nearly coming chest to chest with him.
Hongjoong almost couldn't breathe...almost...
He did take one inhale...one intoxicating breath of Seonghwa. His eyes closed, and his thumb instinctively stroked his hand. "You smell nice," he confessed before thinking.
His eyes snapped open in shock at himself. He couldn't believe he'd just admitted that. He was sure it would drive Seonghwa away or freak him out...but Seonghwa was still standing there, and his hand closed over Hongjoong's.
Seonghwa looked at him...his best friend...and realized he couldn't pull away. If anything, he wanted to be closer to him. He wanted to lean in and see if his lips felt as soft as they looked...and he was just about to when the cheers started.
"It's MATZ!" the fans squealed.
"Come on," he muttered, his sweet, honey breath hitting Hongjoong's lips.
Seonghwa pulled away to wave at fans and to play the perfect idol role that was second nature to him. Hongjoong just blinked, and let Seonghwa guide him inside. It was only in the quiet of the lobby that he realized they were still holding hands...
Neither pulled away.
Seonghwa pressed the button for the elevator which opened on command for him, and he squeezed Hongjoong's hand even tighter as they ascended to lucky floor number 7.
"My room is on floor 9," Hongjoong told him once the doors opened.
"I know," he whispered and pulled him away from the elevator and towards his room.
Hongjoong followed...he always would...but his hands became clammy as his mouth became dry. He didn't know what to expect, though he had hopes that involved a lot more than holding hands...
And when the door opened Seonghwa moved aside, deciding to let Hongjoong take the last leap himself.
Hongjoong didn't hesitate. He took the final step across the threshold, and let the door shut behind him.
He'd been in hotels thousands of times before...but this one felt different. Maybe it was the lingering scent of black opium cologne or the half-finished lego figurine on the desk, but his heart would not stop racing. It got worse when Seonghwa shrugged off his jacket...and by the time he was unbuttoning the top of his shirt, Hongjoong was ready to Google symptoms of a heart attack.
"Joongie," Seonghwa hummed as he crossed the room. "Can I be honest with you?"
Hongjoong swallowed nervously and uttered a shaky, "Yeah," just as Seonghwa reached him. He ran his fingers through Hongjoong's hair and watched his eyes roll back. God, he looked so fucking pretty. "You want me, don't you?"
Hongjoong couldn't believe Hwa had figured it out. He'd been so nonchalant about it. He never even initiated physical contact or spoke about any crushes.
"I..." Hongjoong began, but he couldn't speak when Seonghwa leaned close...so close he thought he might kiss him. Time froze for a moment, allowing the two of them to stay still and near each other for longer than Hongjoong could've hoped for.
"You didn't pull away," Seonghwa informed him.
"I can't," Hongjoong confessed. He'd give Seonghwa the world just to see him smile. It was why he was so motivated to make the group successful in the first place...
"Good," Seonghwa breathed. Before Hongjoong could dissect what he meant by that, they were kissing. They were kissing.
Hongjoong couldn't believe it. Seonghwa cupped his cheeks, holding him close, while Hongjoong's hands stayed at his sides, too worried that too much would push Hwa away. Their lips, however, moved together as if choreographed to do so. It was a balance of passion and fear between both of them...fear of what it would do to their friendship but desire to find out if it could be worth it.
Seonghwa, needed Hongjoong to see how much he wanted this too, and he grabbed his limp hand and placed it on his chest. Hongjoong let his hand mold to Hwa's chest. He could feel his heart beating and stroked his thumb over it, hoping his heart felt the same way his did.
"I want you Hongjoong," he confessed. "I want all of you."
Hongjoong could've cried. It was all that he ever wanted from the elder.
"Then take it," he permitted, and allowed Seonghwa to guide him back to the bed. They only kissed at first, familiarized each other with mouths and tongues, and hands ready to explore everywhere.
It was Seonghwa who first pulled back to reach for Hongjoong's shirt, and he peeled it away slowly, savoring every sliver of skin until he was shirtless. Hongjoong didn't even have a moment to reach for Hwa's before he took it off himself.
Hongjoong was awestruck. Seonghwa was so lean... so perfect. He reached out to touch him, and Seonghwa couldn't help but feel a little powerful at the reaction.
"You look so pretty like this Joongie...so needy," he cooed.
Hongjoong blushed and pressed a hand to his cheek to see if he was as feverish as he felt he was.
"Don't be shy," Seonghwa encouraged and pulled Hongjoong's hand away to intertwine their fingers. "I've seen the way you watch me Joongie."
Seonghwa rolled his hips and Hongjoong's head fell back. He couldn't believe this was happening.
"Hwa, please," Hongjoong begged. "Feels too good," he whimpered.
"I know it does baby," he leaned in and kissed him again.
All of Hongjoong's walls fell down. He didn't want to hold back anymore or worry about what would happen later. He just wanted Seonghwa and it seemed Seonghwa wanted him...
...so he let go.
Hongjoong wrapped his hands in his best friend's hair, he moaned beneath him, hips writhing against his. Seonghwa breathed between kisses in shock at how awake Hongjoong had become.
"What do you want from me Joongie?" he asked breathlessly. He was also losing control.
"Want to feel you...all of you," he pleaded, eyes as desperate as Seonghwa had ever seen them.
"Turn over," he groaned and pulled back to watch Hongjoong wiggle out of his dress shirt to lie on his stomach. He was so obedient that it made Seonghwa chuckle. "Ass up, Joongie," he spanked him and watched as he followed orders again.
Seonghwa tugged his pants down and stroked his uncomfortably hard cock. Hongjoong kept adjusting his hips to get more comfortable and it only turned him on more. He reached for his toiletry bag and grabbed his lube before tossing the bag carelessly.
Hongjoong tried to ignore thoughts around who else Hwa had been fucking and instead just imagined how good it would feel in a few seconds.
They were quiet as Seonghwa prepped him save a few moans and whines. He squeezed lube onto his bum and circled his thumb and few times to spread it out before pushing it in.
Hongjoong made a high-pitched cry and fell against the bed...it had been a while for him...
"Good boy, Joongie," Seonghwa praised. "You're taking me so good."
Hongjoong nearly came at the sound but realized he couldn't do that before being fucked...he needed to be fucked. "Seonghwa, please," he begged. "More."
Seonghwa couldn't deny him...even finger fucking Hongjoong's hole had him ready to fall apart. He pulled his hand away, giving Hongjoong a moment to change his mind before squeezing his ass. Hongjoong wasn't going anywhere...
Seonghwa spread more lube in his cock to ready himself.
Hongjoong breathed deeply beneath him to prepare for Seonghwa to fill him...
When it finally came...it didn't hurt like he'd expected. Instead, the stretch felt warm and natural. His body melted on Seonghwa's and his cheeks burned in embarrassment of the pleasured noises he was making...that is until Seonghwa made his own.
"Fuck Hongjoong," he groaned as he watched Joongie's ass envelop him and take his cock in the first thrust. It was tight but not too tight...and felt so good he was mentally slapping himself for not doing this earlier.
Hongjoong and Seonghwa pulled away at the same time and both moved back to each other in sync. They each cursed and did it again...and again...and again until their bodies moved like one.
"Fuck you're putting this ass to good use aren't you, baby?" Seonghwa grunted before biting his lip to watch Hongjoong ride him.
"Mhm," Hongjoong cried while working toward his release. He wanted to cum so badly and Seonghwa's cock was the perfect length to hit that part inside of him that made his toes curl.
Seonghwa pushed down on the top of his spine, forcing his ass higher so he had more room to reach around and stroke Hongjoong's cock while fucking him.
Hongjoong had never felt so much pleasure at once. He gripped the sheets and bit the comforter just to keep from getting a noise complaint, but his entire body was tense as he fought the end.
"Go ahead and cum for me, Joongie," Seonghwa moaned. "And stop biting that fucking blanket."
Hongjoong listened...of course he did, and turned his head to the side so Seonghwa could watch the exact moment his body let go of all the stress and fighting to release.
Seonghwa felt his cock twitch the moment he started to cum, and it was the sound of Hongjoong's cries that ultimately helped him finish. He slammed in just a few more times before spilling inside him and pulling the blanket away Hongjoong had bit to wipe his brow.
"You felt so fucking good," Seonghwa breathlessly laughed while rubbing his back.
Hongjoong was still shaking.
"M-mess," he stuttered. "Made a mess."
"Yes you did, baby," Seonghwa hummed before pulling out and turning Hongjoong over. He climbed on top of him, watching his eyes grow as if he had just realized what had happened.
"We fucked," he smiled as if it was the best thing that had ever happened.
"Mhm," Seonghwa smiled and leaned in to kiss him. Hongjoong's lips were even softer, even more needy after sex than before.
Hongjoong happily and freely wrapped his arms around Seonghwa's neck. He loved holding him...loved touching and kissing him.
Seonghwa pulled away for a moment and rested his forehead against Hongjoong's. "Let's get you clean Joongie...and then we'll go to bed."
"I came on the sheets," he reminded him. "And I think there's a little on my back now," he mumbled, his cheeks pink.
Seonghwa smiled and caressed his cheek. "We'll shower here and sleep in your bed, yeah?"
Hongjoong's heart raced in excitement this time...to share a bed with Seonghwa would be his greatest achievement. "Okay," he nodded, trying to be casual about it.
"Okay," Seonghwa pulled back and reached for his hand. "Shower first."
Hongjoong stood with too much force and stumbled into Seonghwa's chest.
Seonghwa managed to catch him, and wondered how he missed what was right in front of him all this time...
And Hongjoong was just happy to finally be held.
