#touchstxxrved

[imma-devil]

Starved for You

𝗧𝗮𝗴𝘀: body worship, gender neutral, kinda nsfw?, sorta random

I’m the kind of touch starved that when my mind drifts, I think of a person in my embrace. My hands gliding over their frame as I’m enamored by their very being. Each caress, painstakingly slow, as to take them all in. No part of them can be neglected because each aspect of them is breathtaking. My fingertips hover just above their skin, skimming over the surface, only meeting in fleeting moments. All while the other hand settles itself on their body’s intricate curves. The hand wanders, soothing comforting patterns, following the grooves of their frame. Our bodies so close— I can feel their breath in gentle waves on my neck and each stutter sends my mind ablaze.

[dollypolly02]

Love how this photos turned out

[thatsweetdagger]

I'm touch-starved and love-starved and sometimes poetry doesn't help at all.

[granitemoon]

One day…one day, or the another way around. I can’t wait till I find the one, the one I can talk into the night with in FaceTime or on text. To grow stronger with and learn more about each other and ourselves.Someone to lean on and give her a shoulder to lean on when times get rough, to laugh and have fun, to be her cheerleader, to truly connect with. Ok, I kinda went on a rant here lol omg.

[xeaali]

You: not having a good day*

Alcina : “Darling, are you alright?”

You: “Of course.”

Alcina : grabs your chin and makes you look at her*

Alcina : “You know your heartbeat rises when you lie sweetheart- what’s troubling you?”

You: looks away, tears in your eyes*

Alcina : kisses your cheek and holds you tight*

[deyodrawn]

Touch starvation

(The parts we rarely talk about)

Wanting to touch someone, but don’t know their boundaries so you just try to keep your hands busy

Someone holding your hand, brushing against you, giving any small gesture isn’t enough. In fact it feels worse now bc they pulled away

You want the touch to stay.

You’d rather be punched in the face than never be touched again bc at least you’d feel something

Weighted blankets can only do so much

Being with someone you used to be intimate with but for one reason or another your boundaries shifted, they don’t want you to touch them. It’s not their fault but you feel guilty for still wanting intimacy

Any touch becomes paralyzing. Someone pats your hair and you stop everything you’re doing just to feel it.

Don’t know where to put your arms

Eventually all touches feel temporary and unsatisfying.

[averyroundtoad]

What I say: I need a hug

What I mean: I need someone to lie on top of me, completely crushing me and with their weight so that I have a chance of understanding what it’s like to receive physical affection so that I can sob and cry the burden of my unspoken troubles whilst being held, comforted, and protected

What I do when presented with physical attention: don’t *smack* fucking *smack* touch me *smack*

[unimportantweirdo]

i came across one of those 'hug yourself' tiktoks and like a fool i did it so now i'm crying at 3am