I don ‘ t engage in my unhealthy behaviors but if I did , I would be seen even worse than I already am . That is what having self control is .
sure , I want to beat you and tell you that you ‘ ll never be able to leave me . to scare you so badly you fear even the thought of leaving me but I don ‘ t .
I coddle you and I act as the picture perfect person with just enough flaws that it isn ‘ t suspicious .









