il Dottore

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Dottore or Ivan 。 he they

20 sys ✙ aspd & bpd

𓈒 Warning [:✚:]

I talk about violent tendencies , toxic behavior , indulgence in intrusive thoughts , venting , mental abuse , manipulation , stalking talk , suicide idealism , yan behavior , religious themes , cannibalism , domestic violence , obsession , cnc etc

I speak about uncomfortable thoughts and urges . I ‘ ve been in this community for nearly 3 years now . I do not care for your opinions and shaming .

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Anons : 🎨 , 🪷

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It ‘ s not unrealistic to want your darling to be everything you want them to be . I ‘ ll mold them into being the perfect person for me . Yes , of course they ‘ re perfect but I could make them better . Don ‘ t you want to be better for me .

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Are you back permantely now?

Permanently ? I ‘ m not sure . I use this blog like a diary and I randomly abandoned it depending on how I feel .

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The complications of love . Just like any experiment that seems to go wayward . You simply have to do the work yourself with trial and error for that perfect result . Won ‘ t you be my test dummy .

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People when a yandere is obsessive , manipulative , controlling and destructive ( being a yan ) : “ Why are you acting crazy and unstable . ”

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When I stop caring that ‘ s when you should be worried . When there ‘ s no jealousy or annoyance towards other people around you . That ‘ s when you ‘ ve lost me . I won ‘ t let myself be disrespected .

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Loving so hard that I can ‘ t keep myself from wanting to amputate them . To turn them into the perfect doll . Your body so perfect that I can only put every organ of yours into a canopic jars . You ‘ re my specimen .

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I hope you die .

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Amputating my darling to keep them from being able to leave me . You are not leaving me . I love you , Angel face .

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lol sorry for disappearing again! I was pursuing someone and got hopelessly obsessed to the point I fell off the face of the planet. We had recently moved on when I sent that ask! Now what distracted me was a convention I had been prepping for which just passed.

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It ‘ s completely fine , you have no obligation to me . Getting obsessed with someone will have you doing that , I know from experience . What went wrong though , if I may ask ? If not just ignore this . A convention sounds fun . I ‘ ve wanted to go to one for a while .

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“ I ‘ m obsessed with you . ” Tell me my favorite color , my favorite number , my favorite flower , my favorite season , my favorite show , my favorite character , my favorite food , my favorite fruit , my favorite book , my favorite song , my favorite game , my favorite sport , my favorite gem stone , my favorite instrument , my favorite day . What ‘ s my favorite pet name . What ‘ s my birthday . Tell me the little quirks that I do . Tell me how I act when I ‘ m being emotional , tell me every little thing that you noticed about me . Tell me everything you know about me .

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Clicker training my mutt into an obedient house dog .

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What if I said I love being obsessed with someone and making scenarios in my head of how I ‘ ll kidnap them to turn them into my perfect victim . Hurt them until their mind breaks and the only thing they know is me .

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We should double suicide and leave this cruel world behind .

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Do I scare you with my overwhelming love and obsession .

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I ‘ m going to make you miserable ( flirting ) .

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I have a fetish for abuse and it is deeply personal to me . It ‘ s why I like to hurt my darling .