it's no fun how a few lines from the game can make me spiral down the rabbit hole of my own thoughts and then "I feel like nobody love me therefore I will imagine heartbreaking and tragic scenarios with my characters"

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it's no fun how a few lines from the game can make me spiral down the rabbit hole of my own thoughts and then "I feel like nobody love me therefore I will imagine heartbreaking and tragic scenarios with my characters"
me, every fourth of july: i cannot believe the amount of money that goes into driving over the border and buying an extravagance of fireworks, and the noise is absurd, and why are we celebrating this when there’s so much work to do and how can any of these people walk around with any dignity--
also me: pretty lights go boom 🥺
Me: *90% done a long overdue chapter*
Brain: Here, have a Zuko AU inspired by the Mulan animated movie.
Me: ...this shit is why I can never get anything done, omfg.
Woke up spontaneously 15 minutes before my alarm because my brain decided that right now was the only appropriate time to suddenly provide the exact sequence of events for all the major scenes of the next minor arc of Blood of Our Father, and if I did not notate them right now they would be gone forever.
*grumbles as wriggles out of warm covers*
You ever listening to a song and there’s a lyric in it that just speaks to you, like, “Hey, my dude, this is a jumping off point for a fic you haven’t written yet,” and so anything else you were working on goes straight out the window because until you figure out what this little snatch of song is trying to tell you, that’s all your brain’s going to focus on?
Like it’s a pain in the ass, but it’s also exciting because it’s a new idea and that’s always a gift.
Some days brain keeps… not… behaving…
At least today it’s around food and focus. Pop tarts for lunch??
See’s a hype tiktok, goes to share it with a buddy, a pal. Finishes watching it realising “this isn’t clear cut platonic or vibes, it’s straight up romantic vibes.”
We’ll shelf that one for a partner, and move on.
I was bored so I made this #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia
It's a bit bizarre when you aren't even depressed and when faced with a bad thought, your brain's first reaction is, "There's always suicide..." Really, brain? This is the answer for everything now? Come on!