trapped
I'm trapped
in a body that's not mine.
The bond snapped,
now I'm stuck in time.
I'm not she.
I'm not her.
I'm he, I'm him;
I'm your son, not your daughter.
I spread my wings - hopeful,
maybe I'll be accepted.
No, no, little girl, never.
Death is tempting, and I'm tempted.
Maybe a few pills,
downed in a gulp.
No; pills kill,
little girl.
Wash your mouth out with soap,
instead.
I'm not a girl!
You say I am, you trapped me!
My wings will never unfurl,
this is your fault, don't you see?!
I'm trapped
in this body!
Trapped,
in a female body, hidden behind one sided glass!
I can see out, but no one can see in!
Just go away,
let me hide behind the glass.
Please, don't make me stay.
I don't want to stay in this past!
It'll become future,
please don't make it my future.
A boy, I am;
trapped.
