Dysphoria and body dysmorphia keepin me awake tonight 😥
My depression's just been extra nasty these past few days...

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Dysphoria and body dysmorphia keepin me awake tonight 😥
My depression's just been extra nasty these past few days...
Managed to shower without a meltdown 🙌
I know that might sound like nothing, but my dysphoria is SO BAD today and a shower good enough to tape afterwards requires so much more attention to my chest area than I would like to give it.
But yeah. Showered. Drying off. Open bind and packing soon.
Small victories can feel so big.
I need to shower so I can tape my chest down 😞
debating whether or not I wanna spend $300 on a new dick or just put it towards my top surgery fund
I can’t pee
I got my Freetom stp yesterday. At first when I tried to use it, I was too excited and I couldn’t. then the second time I tried to use it I fucked up bc I didn’t read the card all the way and didn’t know I should’ve paced myself. The product is great, I’m just bad at peeing I guess. Idk. I’ll let you know how it goes. I’m full of a lot of water.
I hate it when shirts or sweaters have neck holes really big so that everyone can see my binder. Like, wtf??
Idfk where any of my bras are or my makeup and i meed it fir this weekend
if I'm meeting a girl 4 the first time and she kisses my face to greet me idc it doesn't bother me at all but when guys do it I'm so grossed out I can't speak and I want to punch them