#trans speculation

[dragonrightsarehumanrights]

hey so maybe im projecting a little bit and my last caleb post was all caps so this one will be gentler bc im soft tonight after being emotionally dragged across broken glass during that episode but...did anyone else feel like the consistent "bren, oh, i mean caleb" felt like sarcastic family members when their trans kid comes home for a holiday with some friends for the first time in five years? or is that just me? like caleb recognizing that he is a different person than he was before makes me see "bren" and go "deadname!!" and like...before wulf and astrid chilled out it felt almost mocking the way they said his name and i just. cry.

[isitcowboytimes]

ok one more post about the trans thing cause like idk why not idc how many people from real life follow me but

@ trans community let me know: is it normal to want to be a dude but only if you also look completely different from how you look now

like im almost completely separating from identifying myself as trans cause like. i feel like it's kind of impossible for me to actually look the way i wanna look. so its kinda like fuck it i got my lot in life ive got girl parts i look like a girl that's the end of the story im never gonna have that nice dude body with a flat chest and a flat stomach and semi-broad shoulders and like a dude face soooo

like fuck it right thats the end of that situation. im just gonna Be Me forever and thats like my eternal life sentence.