#transboyproblems

[parks-and-get-wrekt]

Last year I went as sailor moon for Halloween, and I was a little nervous about being misgendered bc I don’t pass that well as a guy anyways, but as it turns out I shouldn’t have worried bc my one (1) cis, straight, 6ft3 tall, guy friend (who plays lacrosse) was wearing an even shorter skirt than I was as supergirl.

[milothewizaaard]

What would my life be like?

If I was born a male?

Would I have been doing sports instead of acting or ‘girly’ things?

Would I have more guy friends then girls?

Would I be as gay as I am in this life?

Would I get boners at random times?

Would I play with trucks and cars instead of dolls?

Would I like kpop?

Would I even like to dance/sing?

Would I be ugly during puberty and then glow up during my young adult years?

Would I be more comfortable with myself than I am in this life?

The things I ask myself at 3am in the morning while dysphoria is up my ass...

[milothewizaaard]

I’m scared to lose weight

My problems are getting worse.

Recently my doctor has been telling me that I’m overweight and I need to start to go to the gym. (I’m 5’5 and around 210)

All good there, it’s just one problem.

My dysphoria.

Being over weight kinda has made me look like an overweight boy because even though I bind, you can clearly tell that I have a chest. Being overweight is my comfort zone knowing that people will just look at me and be like “Well he’s just just a fat boy.”

But there’s also more pros of losing weight,

I won’t have so much attention brung to my thighs and hips.

I will be able to start to gain muscles.

I can find clothes in a size that fits.

Jeans will actually look good on me.

I will be able to be more active and healthy.

I will be able to get a shorter haircut and not have a double chin showing.

So yeah.... idk I just needed to post this because in July I will be going on vacation and I’m buying a new binder and everything and my goal is that I will lose atleast some weight by then...

[parks-and-get-wrekt]

Me looking in a mirror :

Oof ouch my masculinity

[kuroshitsgiven]

'Tis the season

To be aggressively misgendered and deadnamed by that one weird uncle

[milothewizaaard]

WASH YOUR BINDER(S)!!!

It’s that time of the year when it starts to get hotter, and skimpy outfits come out.

You are going to sweat more now and do more activities outside.

I haven’t washed my binder in a month because my dysphoria was hitting pretty hard so I never got around to washing it. I found that my binder (its white) was turning grey before I washed it, so when I finally did wash it, I saw how grey it was before. Not to mention, afterwards, I found that my binder was losing its elastic and wasn’t flatting my chest that well, but once I washed it, it worked like new.

Right now, it’s spring but where I live it’s been going between the 40s to 70s and I’ve been sweating more than usual.

You all are probably too, so please...

Please please please wash your binder!

[milothewizaaard]

Can I just stab my duderus already?

Honestly my period has been causing so much dysphoria that I can’t even function right anymore.

Of course most of my friends from school are cis so they just make things worst.

Sksjfshigf I want to die soooooo bad.

[nervousboy666-blog]

When you’re a closeted transboy and your cishet friends keep asking you if you’re gay and it just makes you want to cry because they see you as female :’)))