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NO LIFE IS NOT GOOD BC I DON'T LOOK LIKE FUCKING P4PERBACK
The fucking gender envy I get from this man istg

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"Life is good-"
NO LIFE IS NOT GOOD BC I DON'T LOOK LIKE FUCKING P4PERBACK
The fucking gender envy I get from this man istg
Man. my gender dysphoria has done a COMPLETE 180 degree turn in these past few years.
HATE transmedicalism for making me believe that I couldn’t just get top surgery without going all the way, like. Idk I wanted to stop Testosterone as soon as I woke up from my mastectomy and that’s when I knew i was just. A cisgender girl who had dysphoria abt her chest. I don’t think I ever had any issues with my body otherwise. But transmedicalism made me believe that made me ‘bad’, a ‘faker’, or worse, a ‘transtrender’).
BUT at the time I was kind of entrenched in transmedicalist-adjacent communities who shut that shit down when I brought it up.
Years later? In the end repressing it doesn’t work. So YES it is ok to do what you want.
Cisgender but dysphoric? Me too! That’s neat.
Transgender but non-dysphoric? Not a contradiction at all.
Non-dysphoric but you DO still want to medically transition? Perfectly fine!
Dysphoric but do NOT want to medically transition? Also perfectly fine!
Your life is entirely your own and you do NOT have to live according to what is expected of you. Don’t repress any aspects of yourself that are authentic, that will only lead to regret and frustration later on down the line, whether you are cis, trans, or some other thing else entirely. Fuck transmedicalism and those that enforce it.
topping a bigger cis guy would cure like 60% of my dysphoria rn. Pushing him down on his knees, grabbing his hair and pushing him against my crotch. Calling him a pathetic fag while he sucks me, praising him afterwards.. Fuckk
so theyre putting me in a dress. as a flower. yup.
"I am my soul, I’m not my body or name But Elio Would be my choice if I could change I'd still be the same All except my name"
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I NEED TO EXPERIENCE GENDER EUPHORIA SOON OR I WILL DIE
Boymoded my way through US security. I think that was a boy fail but I still feel very dysphoric and gross. It reminds me of the time just before I started HRT when I looked a lot like this and was in a terrible depression.
It was also just a very anxious experience going through security as a Trans person going into the USA.
As soon as I get back from this wedding I’m going to work on changing my ID’s, so the next time I travel I don’t have to pretend to be someone I’m not.
The worst is over and the rest of the trip I can wear cute dresses and skirts and won’t have to hide my boobs.