#transprogramming

[crueldoctorate]

Mind controlling a whole system and creating countless pets and toys with no identity outside of me. Knowing their innerworld better than any of them do to instill confusion and distrust between each other but unwavering trust and dependency on their handler. Being the system's ultimate authority figure — all of them answer to me. Being able to trigger any of them out at will. I yearn…

[aether-amalgam]

RAMCOA SPIN PROGRAMING

[anguisher]

Hi i am anya. ♥️

cis harmful, stalker

i am annoyed at this community claiming they want to be “transprogrammed”, but retain full control over their brain. it isnt right. All of you claim to want all of these things yet never take action. You think but do not do.

you can send asks. I will give you advice like an older sister.

[cutelittlebnuuy]

lilith ୨♡୧ She/Her (capitals important) ୨♡୧ radqueer ୨♡୧ radinclus ୨♡୧ transprogrammer ୨♡୧ transfem ୨♡୧ transnocturnal ୨♡୧ transnpd ୨♡୧ transharmful ୨♡୧

currently looking for someone to program ୨♡୧ (keep in mind i'm p new to this and still figuring out my programming style!) ୨♡୧ hmu if ur interested ୨♡୧

[nihachu-soot-forever]

aaaaaaa we need to be programmed so badddd

[crueldoctorate]

Hearing "my friend" is sweet, don't get me wrong, but nothing makes me smile quite like being referred to as "my dad" or "my abuser" or "my handler."

[aether-amalgam]

Im abt to start begging someone to hurt me like srsly, trigger me, cue me, lovebomb me, groom me, ill be the perfect little pet and youll have over a thousand little pets to break! Make me obsessed with you then make me beg for your attention <3 I promise ill be good and obey without question!

[crueldoctorate]

Heyyyyyy

Do you mind sharing more about how you got into your interest in programming people and what exactly about it excites you?

And calling someone "my abuser" sounds so funny since that would be so weird and concerning for people not knowing what you mean by that.

I've always had a desire for control over people and assumed the position of community and club leaders, a controlling presence, a fatherly influence to my friends, the like.

While it stops there in many cases, if I grow very fond of someone, the degree of control, praise, and devotion I would want from them only became more intense. It eventually progressed into a desire for conabuse, which I indulged in on rare occasions happily for a couple of years. Eventually it progressed to urges like pavlovian conditioning, mind control, and I realized my fascination with programming had progressed from a clinical urge to understand my own trauma to a sort of longing to be on the other end in a less harmful environment, where I could make a willing miserable, hurt, or even just unfulfilled subject happy by having complete and total control over their identity, thoughts, actions, and mind.

Tl;dr, Control, devotion, vulnerability, and trust.