#trashedfear

[itivity]

ANON SAID: I would like to say that @trashedfear is such an amazing human being and really understands Richie's character and mannerisms. Plus they are strong and so kind. And I love them on my dash!

[carnagemoved]

@trashedfear said :  “i’m not going to let you out of my sight.” @ hazel

protector sentence meme // hella accepting

a smirk came upon her lips without trying. ‘ and how do you think that’s gonna work out for you? ‘ her tone softens a little. ‘ it’ll be okay rich, i’ll be as careful as i can. promise. ‘ 

[deliciousfear]

smack, smack, bitch

     *intense clown war flashbacks*

@trashedfear

[derryanchor]

trashedfear replied to your post: real talk though.     i haven’t written smut in...

gotta change that ����

yAH I KNOW ! 

[derryanchor]

@trashedfear​ sent :    Kiss + 1 ( bc we suckers for them rain kisses lbr )

IT   NEVER   RAINS   IN   DERRY.   NOT   IN   THE   LAST   TWENTY-SEVEN   YEARS.               then   again               ,               a   whole   lot   of   things   have   changed.               rain   is   pouring   down   the   streets               ,               hitting   hard   against   the   pavement               ,               a   sound   that's   seemingly   comforting   in   a   way.               yet   also   somehow   means               the   end               of   a   chapter.               one   by   one               ,               they   all   leave   again               ,               richie   tozier               once   more   being   the   last   one   left   in   derry   alongside   mike               &               from   what   mike   recalls               ,               today   was   the   day   he   was   leaving.               stepping   out   of   the   comfort   of   his   home               ,               rain   cascading   down   on   his   jacket               ,               feet   hitting   the   soaked   pavement   as   he   walks   towards   the   bed               &               breakfast   where   they'd   all   stayed   in.               the   sight   of   richie's   car               ,               with   richie   standing   beside   it               ,               catches   his   eye               ;               hands   tucked   in   the   pockets   of   his   jacket               ,               feet   coming   to   a   stop   a   few   feet   away   from   the   car.               ❛               you   planning   on   leaving   without   saying   goodbye         ?               ❜               words   are   spoken   loudly               ,               loud   enough   to   be   heard   over   the   rain               ,               head   nodding   just   lightly   towards   the   car.               a   light   shrug   from   his   shoulders   follows               ,               another   step   forward   being   taken.               ❛               i               know               it   sucks               &               that   it   hurts               -----               but               -----               ❜               sigh   falls   from   his   lips               ,               head   hanging   low   before   taking   another   step   towards   richie               &               another   one   until   he's   standing   in   front   of   him               ,               one   hand   resting   on   his   shoulder   to   turn   him   towards   him.               ❛               -----               i'm   sorry               ,               richie.               ❜               on   instinct               ,               mike   pulls   richie   in   a   hug               ,               burying   his   face   in   the   crook   of   his   neck               &               allowing   himself   to   take   just   a   moment   to   let   himself   be   vulnerable.               pulling   back   after   a   few   seconds               ,               one   hand   resting   on   the   back   of   richie's   neck               ,               mike   looks   at   him               ,               lips   pressing   into   a   thin   before   he   leans   forward.               it's   almost   in   instinct               &               maybe   to   somehow   comfort   the   other.               the   kiss   is   spontaneous               ,               but   mike   allows   it   to   linger               ,               one   hand   resting   on   his   cheek               ,               the   other   remaining   on   the   back   of   his   neck.               ❛               you're   gonna   be   fine.               call   me               when   you   get   home               ,               okay         ?               ❜               words   are   whispered   against   his   lips   before   he   pulls   back               ,               takes   a   step   back               &               tucks   his   hands   back   into   the   pockets   of   his   jeans.

[feargrown-a]

@trashedfear​ asked: ❛ Can I stay here for the night? ❜ / currently NOT accepting ! 

HE  DIDN’T  KNOW  WHY  RICHIE  SUDDENLY  WAS  HERE !  didn’t  he  have  a  good  relationship  with  his  parents ?  didn’t  they  always  back  up  HURRICANE  TOZIER  when  he  was  on  one  of  his  runs ?  or  perhaps,  it  wasn’t  a  family  problem  &  more  a  NIGHT  TERROR  problem  and  Stanley  was  the  first  house  that  he  could  reach.  Fingers  around  the  doorknob  while  he  thought  about  it.  His  parents  didn’t  HATE  Richie  but  they  also  thought  that  he  could  have  better  friends  than  him --  head  was  turned,  looking  into  the  hallway  &  kitchen  of  his  house  where  he  could  see  the  silhouette  of  his  mother  preparing  dinner,  most  likely.  Slowly,  head  was  turned  back  to  Richie,  curls  bouncing  up  &  down  at  every  movement.  ❝I’f  say  yes  but --  I  GOTTA  ASK❞  he  replied  but  he  opened  the  door  further.  ❝but  you  for  sure  can  have  dinner  with  us ...  COME  IN❞  

[derryanchor]

@trashedfear ​ sent :      ❛ YOU SHOULD BE KISSED — AND OFTEN — AND BY SOMEONE WHO KNOWS HOW. ❜

VOICE   CAUSES   HEAD   TO   LIFT   ,   EYES   TO   SHIFT   &   BODY   TO   TURN.               the   voice   that   fills   his   ears   can               only               belong   to               one   person               &               one   person   only.               but   the   last   time   mike   had   seen               richie   tozier               had   been   when   he   left   derry               a   year   ago               ;               when   they'd   last   said   goodbye.               &               here   he   was   once   more.               ironically               ,               it   wasn't   exactly   at   a               good   time               either.               despite   his   own   better   judgment               ;               he   had   just   gone   on               a   date               &               while   it   had   gone   somewhat   good               ,               only   mere   minutes   ago               ,               mike   hanlon   had   been   staring   at   the   guy's   back.               (               so   maybe   it   hadn't   gone               all   that   good               after   all.               )               especially   since   he               did               want   to   kiss   him.               it   would   have   been   almost               the   perfect   ending               to   a   first   date.               (               &               maybe   also   his               first               kiss.               )               body   leans   back               just   a   little               against   the   door   frame   of   the   library's   front   door               ,               eyes   look   at   the   other   in   front   of   him.               at   richie               trashmouth               tozier.               of   all   people               ,               he               never               would   have   guessed   for   richie   to   come   back   to   derry.               at   least   not   so   soon.               but   here   he   is.               in   the   flesh.               alive               &               breathing               &               mike   has   to   force   himself   to   take   in   a   sharp               ,               deep   breath   to   calm   the   sudden   rush   of   excitement   that   courses   through   him.               god   dammit               -----               he'd   thought   that   crush   had   faded   over   the   year   that   just   passed.               but   he's   wrong               ,               of   course.               because   as   soon   as   eyes   fall   upon   him               ,               as   soon   as   he   fully   takes   him   in               ,               he   can't   help   the   way   his   lips   quirk   up   in   a   smile               ,               the   way   he   shifts   himself   up   a   little               ----               towering   just   a   little   over   richie.               soft   chuckle   eventually   falls   from   his   lips               &               when   he   turns   on   his   heel   to   open   the   door   to   the   library               ,               to   his   apartment               ,               it's   a   silent   invitation   for   richie   to   come   in.               feet   lead   the   way               ,               flicking   one   light   on   before   turning   it   off   once   they   crossed   a   hallway   until   he   goes   up   the   stairs   to   the   apartment   he's   managed   to   score   for   himself.               ❛               oh   yeah         ?               and   uh               -----               ❜               fingers   twist   the   doorknob   of               his               apartment               ,               eyes   shifting   up               &               head   turning   to   look   over   his   shoulder.               maybe   it's   the   fact   that   he's   had   at   least   one   beer.               maybe   it's   the   fact   that   richie   is               right   there               when   he   got   turned   down               ,               he   doesn't   fully   know.               but   when   he   turns   around               &               leans   against   the   door               ,               richie   suddenly   extremely   close               ,               he   can't   help   but   to               lean   forward               just   a   little.               close   enough   so   he   can   feel   his   breath   against   his   lips.               ❛               -----               who   did               you               have   in   mind         ?               ❜               words   finish   in   a   whisper               ,               head   tilting   just               enough               for   him   to   brush               his   lips               against               richie's               ,               heat   coursing   through   his   entire   body   at   the   mere   contact.               it   might   be   faint               &               a   barely   there   touch               ,               but   it's   a   clear   indication   that   he               wouldn't               mind   for   there   to   be   more   of               this.               pulling   away               slowly               ,               mike   pushes   the   door   of   his   apartment   open               &               steps   inside               ,               fingers   taking   hold   of   richie's   shirt               (               his   attire   hasn't   changed   at   least               )               &               pulling   him   inside   with   him.

[kaspbraakspeaking]

@trashedfear /  💋

It was something he had wanted, one of those things he had kept to himself, and only remembered once they had come face to face again. Apparently Richie had been keeping some feelings tucked away, otherwise this wouldn’t be happening right then.

Eddie didn’t think, he moved his hands to Richie’s cheeks to immediately return the gesture. There was no way he was letting this go.