#trauma thing

[indigoisaspookyghost]

okay okay I’m gonna ramble about the new album a LOT (including at some point just going through all the tracks and yelling about all of them) but. right now I just. why do I keep crying about rebreather. genuinely what the fuck levels of emotions at this. why is this hitting me so hard 😭

[shouposting]

I need to be hit.

My problem is that I often read characters be abused, and I unfortunately don’t have the same emotional reactions that others have. And I feel guilty about it. I feel like if I tell anyone, they would tell me I’m heartless and something’s wrong with me. So I need to be hit. (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)