Exile from the Sea

Something like a system personal blog now.

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Am schizospec with a lot of silly and whimsy.

Butch lesbian thing irl. Normally he/him but you can use any pronouns for me. I am very into degradation. (There is a correlation)

I post self ship things and reblog gay stuff.

I am polyamorous like a rooster with a harem of hens and occasionally other roosters. I’ve been 20 for several years, I’ve stopped counting since.

I live just to love and be loved. Nothing else matters.

Tags for sorting:

#shou’s art — stuff I made

#shou post — anything I post

#shou writes ✍️🔥🔥 — talking about my actual writing

#dcmk brainrot or #dmck brainrot because I misspelled it — for my guilty pleasure Detective Conan series

#limby — for the rare Limbus things that escape my main blog

Self ship tags down here:

I use + instead of x because it’s less romantic implications for me.

#Shou + Ermine

#Shou + Angela

#Shou + Othello

#Chetwyn + Ermine

#Shou + Chetwyn

#nils + Hyde

… still more coming. I’m not satisfied!!

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Oughhhh im getting that religious stuff in my head again (because I saw some people talking about it and it got me opinionated)

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I feel like a chameleon sometimes but no that’s just the system thing actually. Like just different people are called to different scenarios and I can’t really control it. Sometimes I feel kinda ashamed about it.

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British humour makes me laugh so hard but I can’t because I’m sick 😭😭

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Talking to my ex was like this. They were the red salesperson and they kept correcting my English even though I’m making sense? If it’s not book correct then they refuse to understand and meet me where I’m at and it’s really frustrating. 😞

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Mori Kogoro would still be butch even after transition… And Eri was just waiting for it like I’ll only come back to you once you accepted yourself. She’s probably out of the closet for years now like everyone knows she is a lesbian like a queer elder…. The only one who doesn’t know is Mori… who is convinced she has to be straight because she was attracted to him… (wrong… transgender beam upon thee)

[momocicerone]

I am listening. Intently.

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Okay I have more hehe.

There has been times where Mori would say “You like Ono Yoko because you want her, I like her because I want to be her” and everyone would be like 🏳️‍⚧️🤨

I imagine Ran would unknowingly use Mori’s dysphoria against him like comparing him to other men and it would cause him psychic damage. Blackmailing 101. The only one who really knows he’s trans is Eri and Conan (even then Conan only knew from mimicking his behaviours so many times while Eri just knew)

If he did live as a woman I think he’d use he/her and adopt a butch/drag appearance like the type that goes I’m a woman but I’m a better man than you (only situationally true, she’s still a massive bum).

Ough Mori being both of these at once…..

[amaliamillions]

Whatever o clock

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Wow… need me ice cream too… fat chonky ice cream..

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Seeing the self care habits being formed in the tags is so yayyyyyy

I feel the same about a lot of them too, like not having a habit to brush my teeth or watch something rot away because I couldn’t bother to clean it in time.

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I want to commit violence today.

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Today in Jekyll and Hyde tumblr we discuss whether Hyde takes it up the butt

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Hangs this on my wall.

Okay my thoughts are… probably not. Like he can warm up to that thought, he’ll wrestle control back in the end. Like getting cold feet (probably from Jekyll) ☝️ between Hyde and Jekyll I headcanon Jekyll as top or at least a dom bottom because he is more of a control freak idk. Like he is not accepting of letting himself relent control and take it in anyway. just my thoughts ofc.

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They don’t tell you about how you need to eat to recover but you’re too sick to eat so wtf then.

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Sometimes my voice lowers when it’s in pain, sometimes I can’t lower it because I’m in pain. So I have this weird breathy high pitched squeak rn. I have been told before that it’s because we’re from a different subsystem from the native ones so my voice is naturally high and needs effort to lower while the native ones have a naturally low voice that needs effort to raise.

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Why is pet play always dogs anyway

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Youre a dirty little goldfish arent you. daddys gonna clean your tank out so good so you have to wait in the sink until im done.

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HAHAHA

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Everyone always says that Watson is the sun and Sherlock is the moon, but they are WRONG and here is why -

To start with the most obvious reason - Watson is, as Sherlock puts it, a conductor of light. He presents Sherlock Holmes to the world like an artist would a painting - if Watson was an illusrator he'd put a picture of Sherlock on every page of his books - and he basically already does in his descriptions.

Watson is also just very moon coded in general - his colours feel like a more warmish grey, and he has that relaxed old man vibe to him from time to time. Watsons character feels tied to how he cares for people and interacts with them, and I personally believe that to be a very moon-like quality.

Sherlock is also very sun coded - he shines brightly, and everyone notices him, but people can't truly see him with their bare eyes, he's misunderstood by many and can seem quite jarring. Sherlock accels in many areas, and people offen put him in a higher possision of importance compared to the moon. (But just like the moon, Watson is never fully forgotten in day-to-day conversation).

Sherlock cannot help but be the centre of attention due to his brightness.

People make the mistake of thinking sun = whoever is more bubbly and confident and moon = the shy, slightly grumpy one. And as much as I would ague this isn't always the case, I would like to mention that by that standard Sherlock still feels more sun-like and Watson still feels more moon-like.

People often forget that Sherlock isn't just a thinking mechine, he can be cheeky, theatrical, and Watson can often doubt his abilities and hide himself behind Sherlock's genius.

But either way you look at it - Sherlock amd Watson cannot truely shine to their full potential without each other.

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Finally!! Reading comprehension!!!!!!!!!

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awww the like button turns into a rainbow when you press it! that's so cute...hey staff what's with all the trans women you keep nuking?

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i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users

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would be remiss not to mention that the rainbow notably straight up just removed the trans flag colors from it. like they’re gone. it’s the progress flag minus the trans flag colors.

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that’s not the whole flag, now is it

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hey staff what the fuck

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hey staff don't you think you're being too on-the-nose

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I just had this like animation show up and it genuinely creeped me out like wtf is that. Why is it an intimidating and smothering wrap that blocks out the heart shape.

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I didn't get to finish the chili, more like 70% of it. Flinging all of us into the sun right NOW!!

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Relatable!!!!!!!

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Mori Kogoro would still be butch even after transition… And Eri was just waiting for it like I’ll only come back to you once you accepted yourself. She’s probably out of the closet for years now like everyone knows she is a lesbian like a queer elder…. The only one who doesn’t know is Mori… who is convinced she has to be straight because she was attracted to him… (wrong… transgender beam upon thee)