Jul 17
It sure is weird to see Black not capitalised now.
seen from United States
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It sure is weird to see Black not capitalised now.
I need white people repellence. Please. PLEASE. DON'T SHARE MY MAIN BLOG'S POST TO VIRTUE SIGNAL OR ANYTHING GO AWAY SHOO SHOO SHOO.
completely personal to me, but sometimes i get jealous of people who complained about having to read a classic book for school... Like first of all, you have the opportunity to read a classic! it was introduced to you! Think about what makes it so special that it's a must read! Does it deserve the hype or is it just trying to preach you a message?
And second of all, my underlying feeling of jealousy... comes from the fact I didn't finish school. I get overwhelmed by everything and I always think too much into it >< When the teacher gave me so much materials to read and watch in preparation for 9th grade, I got so scared that I couldn't continue after that.
We had to read about war, watch it, and it haunts me. But I'm supposed to be well adjusted after that? How could I? I can't make it about myself either. I keep pretending I'm fine because if I think too much again then it'll debilitate me. Keep thinking why am I alive? people in the past died to keep me alive in the now. But I don't deserve it. I don't deserve their deaths.
I wish it's more acceptable to just love people. without getting exploited for it. I don't want to go through explaining my feelings to others just for them to dismiss it like "oh that's not love" well it isn't anymore because you pissed me off!
Am I even qualified to say I understand?
Reading the notes on that post really pissed me off because on own hand there are lives experiences of people going through war, and I feel it so much, but then there will be people (proving OP’s point) by just dropping by and going damn my bad. Sick of it.
I hate Holmes 😡😡 why is he white
I lied I don’t hate him, I just hate that I can’t convey he’s supposed to be meaningless and unspecial when a lot of people like him because he’s white and approachable. But the problem is that I can’t erase his race or add onto it either. I can’t make him less white, it’s only me that doesn’t put that whiteness up on a pedestal while most people do 😭
Sorry for venting so much today uegh.
Being blendy with Tiger or Jericho does that.