now i'm thinking about how sick dreaming in trc is combined with the endless possibilities of fanfic. i could get so sad about this.. i could make this SOOOOO SAD RN.... the mcd suffering possibilities.. the dreaming something up that can't ever replace the original... the evil dr frankenstein of it all.. trying and trying and trying to recover that thing you lost that you won't ever get back but you TRY over and over and over and o







