Feb 22, 2017
We are so used to suffering that when a person arrives and treats us well, with respect and gives us affection, everything scares us.
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We are so used to suffering that when a person arrives and treats us well, with respect and gives us affection, everything scares us.
But it still hasn't. Done waiting. Another will call.
When you know you don't deserve to be treated the way you're being treated but there is absolutely nothing you can do because you're completely in love with that person, so you are stuck.
Sometimes I wish I never met you or gone out with you so I can live without knowing someone like you is out there, who I could have dated, treated better, loved more, missed more. I hate the way we ended our relationship but I'll never regret the way we started. I was thinking about how everything started last August, lantern festival, at Repulse bay beach. Everything was so perfect, I had the courage to dump my shitty ex-boyfriend and you were there for me all the time. The process was rather quick but I loved it.
I don't like how I feel right now, I hate myself, this, about us, everything, it bothers me and gives me heartache every single time I think about it.
I'm scared, I don't want you to fade away like everyone else. It kills me when I wake up every morning, realizing and knowing that you're gone already. "Take a step back and realize I'm not with him anymore", I can't do it, it's so hard for me (well obvious nobody said it was easy). I often have flashbacks of all the good memories we shared and all my feelings rush back into my heart.
You taught me how to love, you taught me how to live, you taught me how to cry, you made me a better person. just that.. no one taught me how to say goodbye to the one I love and the wonderful memories I had with you.
I wanna cry now :( no idea what I'm doing right now. tried so hard to hold my tears back today sigh
Every woman deserves to be treated like she's the best thing since sliced bread, the cat's meow, the elephant's instep, the snake's hip, THE BEES KNEES!!!!!
You're never going to get treated better if you don't act like you deserve it. Cheer up, beautiful.