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@triangle-ears replied to your video “Happy 2018! Reflections, updates, goals”
also! do you have saturn in capricorn as well as your sun? or are you just referring to its being strengthened in capricorn? because if you have a saturn/sun conjunction that sure goes with why your life challenges are about limitations and being restricted so much...
Yup, I have Saturn, sun, and moon in Cap.
@triangle-ears replied to your post “Today Opie went to the vet for a checkup and they said he had...”
Oh no omg. I was so afraid this story was going to end badly... Give Opie my love ♡
@zephra85 replied to your post “Today Opie went to the vet for a checkup and they said he had...”
I read the start of this terrified that you were gonna finish it with saying something bad happened to Opie. I'm so glad I was wrong. Send him all my love and some cuddles.
Thanks guys, and sorry to scare you. I’m home now and keeping an eye on him. He seems a lot better but still a little grumpy and tired. Hopefully I don’t have to work overtime the rest of the week.
@triangle-ears replied to your post “*slams down my giant box of stickers I barely ever use* IT IS TIME”
oh gosh I got a planner explicitly to sticker and stamp it up to reward myself for breathing
I’M. LEGIT. READY TO PLAN 2018 LIKE CRAZY. (Blitsy has a sale, go go go!)
I’ve always had a hard time really fully going hard with calendars and planners, but I genuinely really like having that structure. Since I’ve been journaling so much and wanting to be more artistic (thanks, Life is Strange for shaming my pathetic boring journals) and fun. I want to stop being so stingy with stickers and journals. I’m like “oh, I won’t journal today because I want my journal to last longer” which is really silly. There’s no reason not to express myself every day. So maybe having a journal and a planner and nice new supplies will encourage me.
I’m trying to get out of this state of “scarcity” that my brain has been programmed into. There are plenty of journals, plenty of stickers, and plenty of pastel pens to go around. Abundance!!! Stickers for everyone!
@zephra85 replied to your post “Both my newphews birthdays are this month and today is the party....”
HAPP BIRTH TINY VAGABONDS.
faeline replied to your post “Both my newphews birthdays are this month and today is the party....”
Happy birthday, smaller vagabonds!
They say thanks. Also they both totally almost burned themselves last night blowing the candles out omfg
@chibiohimesama replied to your post “So I’ve never been able to hold a pen properly and I’m trying to teach...”
Why learn a "propper" way? I can't hold it the riggt way either but i can write and draw :( plus the right way hurts like hell!
The proper way is less painful/requires less pressure, I guess. I press so hard when I write bc that’s just how I learned, and that hurts. I’m trying to be lighter and more relaxed, but it’s so hard to train my hand to write like that.
@dracubop replied to your photo “Turmeric, majoram, cinnamon Body Level Up”
What's the white shimmer you use under your eyes?
It’s Cottage Cheese jumbo eye pencil by NYX. I fade it into their shimmery pink Strawberry Milk and sometimes add a little glitter. In this video I show how, it’s really easy and the effect is nice. https://youtu.be/hj0DGSxPNc8
Also, I was supposed to be gothic that day so I took off my pastel nail polish and didn’t do my shimmery makeup as usual, but then when I got there they changed me to a fairy. xD Luckily I had my shimmer pencils on hand.
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Actually! Since you were at the wellness center, maybe you would know about this! I struggle with meditative breathing. If I actually take four-second breaths I am gasping for oxygen after a minute. My sinuses are more or less permanently congested, and I can't do *two* seconds indefinitely. I hear "slow down" but also "breathe naturally and don't artificially take big breaths", and I don't know which is better to do (or start w/) if I can't do both. And healthy people are like "just do it"...?
I feel you, the breathing part of is it hard for me because I can never take long enough breaths to match the guide and my chronic bronchitis gets in the way too. It just takes practice, and also remember to go at your own pace and not worry too much about catching up to anyone else. Your body has its own rhythm and that’s what’s important. There is no “should” and there is no bad meditation.
I usually start with in 1-2-3 and slow out on 4-5-6-7 in again on 8-9-10 and then go with whatever pace my body wants.
And I find (when I can even notice it) that when I do actually start slip into the gap whether for restful awareness (for a quick and gentle recharge) or an actual goal-oriented meditation session, my breathing becomes faster and sounds like the waves at the beach. That’s when I feel the most benefit, it feels like all my cells are glowing deep inside. Though often I find that when I become aware of this I tense up and for some reason want to correct it, but it’s gotten easier to just notice it, and let it be, and then I feel REALLY good after.
@iluffsasuke replied to your post “I can’t wait to live in a house by myself where NO SPORTS IS PLAYED...”
i hate sports too i feel your pain
It’s not so much that I hate sports, I’m just really stressed out by all the sounds. It’s like, the commentators over the crowd over the whistles over the horns over the squeaks over the shuffles over the thuds over the YELLING AOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
I mean I can get into some sports sometimes maybe, and then if I’m part of the yelling I have an easier time, but generally now it’s like someone has put me in a torture chamber if I have to listen to the sounds of sports. I’m cool with like. Quidditch and maybe. Idunno. Podracing. xD
@triangle-ears replied to your post “I don’t know if my sports game sounds trigger is like, a trigger tied...”
That's like basically what my bullying consisted of 24-7 at school, people screaming in my face unless the teacher was literally making them be quiet
Yuck, I’m sorry... similar boat here, it was more psychological but there were definitely times when kids would find out what sound or thing stressed me out, and they would do it until I reached a breaking point and then they’d make fun of me for crying or blame me if I got yelly or screamy myself.
@triangle-ears replied to your post “Gah shit already crying, fuck this game omfg”
is it before the storm? i just played part of the chapter
Yes, just finished ep 1. Fuq me up LiS
@misocorny replied to your post“Apparently the guy from the bear video’s name was Sergio Garcia. By...”
Oh my god thats so sad
He was only 20. :(
@ph-neutral replied to your post“Apparently the guy from the bear video’s name was Sergio Garcia. By...”
No! Thats horrible :(
I was curious about where the video was taken and that led me to find out his name and the incident. Looking in the notes confirmed it was the same guy. So sad.
@fulcrumisthebomb replied to your post“I like to look at pics of people all cozy in kotatsu to prepare for...”
I seriously want a kotatsu for this winter OwO
In my dream home I have a cute fluffy pink one.
@gougeandkill replied to your post“I’m still sad none of you recognized me in Ant-Man!!”
where? :O
The experiments scenes! 8) How could you not see me, I am very soft and small
@thatonemushroom replied to your photo“#seruka #circlelenses”
stunning
Spanks
nyxlexic replied to your video“The #1 Anti-Aging Drink Ooh, I never thought of adding ghee to my...”
I put coconut oil and butter in my coffee! It makes the energy last longer and keep the jitters and caffeine crash away! I can imagine it would be the same for tea, so bonus benefits :D
Good idea. I add coconut oil to my golden milk, it’s very nice.
@buutaro replied to your post“[[MOR] Reading up on a lot of stuff, it seems my recent improvement...”
I am happy you are well and wish for your continued health!
Thank you for the love!
@smelliehelliebobellie replied to your post“Hi New, I know you talked about the things that have helped your fibro...”
Amazing about the kidneys and phosphates my grandpa is in full kidney failure and my mom has a cyst on her kidney i have a feeli g this gene may be also causing so many of my problems along with upper spine injuries
That book is really eye opening. My mom has cysts and stones in her kidneys as well, and she’s a lupus patient which makes a lot of sense about my own health issues. I’m still not sure what it means but when I first started taking guai, I had some intense pains in my back where I thought my kidneys were for awhile, but then I had my crazy two periods of death in one month. It was intense and uncomfortable and felt as if my body was using my period to get rid of a lot of phosphates in my blood at once, like a purge. I was literally on my period like... all month long lol. It sucked and it was a really strange experience, just a very abnormal type of period for me. I have no idea if my guess about this is accurate but looking back, I wonder if that’s what was happening.
@triangle-ears replied to your post“Hi New, I know you talked about the things that have helped your fibro...”
I'm saving a copy of this to my hard drive and one to my Evernote. My mom has some of my illnesses and developed fibro late in life so I am very worried/paranoid about it. (I don't suppose you know any preventative measures?)
Not sure about preventative, fibro seems to be in the DNA and from what I’ve read it can usually be triggered into a fully developed illness by trauma such as a car wreck, death of a loved one, a break up, etc. In my case I grew up with all the symptoms in different states but not debilitating enough for anyone to really notice, but then after my cat Cleo died in 2013, it’s as if whatever gene that the fibro and narcolepsy is coded in just EXPLODED and suddenly I became so so much sicker than I ever was. The only things I can think of would be just general health and circulation practices, and also meditation/yoga and working on clearing emotional blockages because those affect your body and DNA a lot. Meditation is very much about speaking to your cells, your molecules, your atoms, etc, so it can help so that down the line you can have better defenses if it ever does suddenly develop.
@sparklezbitch replied to your video“��⚛️���� #startetrahedron #rosequartz #crystals #merkaba”
Where can I get this ��
I found mine on eBay by searching “merkaba crystals” or “star tetrahedron crystals”
