#tromebone

[doinadigitaldnazing]

Visual rep of what happened during band camp today

[dark-bonniearts]

The cool gang

[yfexsexg]

I feel like I'm so hard to teach one on one that I am genuinely morally wrong for asking / allowing MC and my music teachers to do so. And now that I think about it , Haps as well

[yfexsexg]

Today I thought a lot about what I'm going to do for my birthday, started saving some ideas and all that. I also practiced tromebone for once!!!! Every time I play alone I feel like trash but maybe if I keep going it'll stop. I have this weird imposter syndrome abt it, like everyone that thinks I'm good has just been deceived (caravan, LT, marching band director, ect.). If I get better they can feel like they're right, which would be less uncomfortable. That's a bit of an exaggeration, especially since I don't practice much. Would be pretty cool if I could talk to Song about my birthday, but I tried to call him, he said he would call me back when he got home (he was walking home from the gas station), and he never did!!!!!!! I got over it once I started doing stuff though, like I went on a walk, did some hw, practiced, and planned out some stuff for my birthday. That sounds like a pretty happy day, I should do it more often! Then I would clean my roomm and do hw cuz I alwayssss have hw and do my hairrrr and eventually I would rip up all this paper that I have been meaning to and clean out my closet! That would be pretty awesome. Maybe if I got rid or some of my social media apps it would be more possibleeeee idkkkkkk