quick rant
the geninune perception of different in groups and out groups is actually insane for someone who is really into the human social nature!! like i think i saw the emploding and exploding of friendships and systems of trusts that have been built in 4 (going on 5) days. but the most intimate version of this are my two roommates in the dorm. one of my roommates, who had been very kind and welcoming to me, saw me writing my blog post yesterday at one of the two desks in the room. i turned and smiled at her, but i knew that it was too late. the bond of trust was broken from her perception of me either
a. being a chronically online freak with my hello kitty and skateboard covered laptop or,
b. i was gossiping online about her or both of my roommates.
which ironic i know that i'm talking about it now, but i think it really is such a defining moment in my interactions with all the people here....
like we like to think we are sooooooo above all the frilliness abotu being human, but in reality we are all just animals trying to fit into a tribe and survive and form some kind of identity!!! like even though we like to think we're so above our labels, looks, identities, and everything, were still the same primates that need that tribe to stay alive....(was that deep??? that didn't feel deep...)