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Date: January 17 I haven’t said his name out loud since the accident. It feels too heavy, like if I say it, it makes everything more real. I keep thinking, if I avoid it long enough, maybe I can forget what happened. But deep down, I know I never will.
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Wish I could erase every bit of you from my memory.
Oh, easy, easy Burn all your things To make the fight to forget
Son Lux - Easy
I trusted you. I trusted you with my entire being. And you made me regret it. I finally opened up and let my walls down and you made me remember why they were built up so high to begin with. I gave you a part of me that I can never get back. All the times that you said that you cared, was that just a lie? Was your mission just to hurt someone else because of your own insecurities? You are just a coward. You were selfish. You made promises you didn’t intend to keep. You were just playing with me like I was a puppet and you were the master. You knew you had control over me. But one thing you didn’t think of, is how much better off I will be without you.
Gotta stay high, all the time
Disappointment
Today someone indirectly told me that he didn’t want me in his class because I might beat him in academies someday. What hurts me is the fact that people now a days simply can’t be happy for others, doing better than them. What hurts me the most was hearing it from the person I least expected to hear it from…
Let me let you go
In a prison of thought I weld a past thats promised the poignacy of pain. A purposed life. A prosaic myth, until you danced into my vision… I chose at first, to love you in silence, For in silence I found no rejection. I chose to love you in my dreams, For in my dreams you were only mine…. Jumping forward a year and oh how I loved you so openly.. How you tore that, which so easily cascaded down my chest, out for your own ego and gratification. Its quite sad how despite my best efforts, I cannot dislodge the hooks you have cast all over me, Burrowing into my skin like a fox in winter, Slyer even…. As you continue to reel me in…
