Sep 17, 2017
I'm sick and should therefore sleep but I want to write so badly it's like an itch inside my brain but
I can't even think of anything to write
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I'm sick and should therefore sleep but I want to write so badly it's like an itch inside my brain but
I can't even think of anything to write
🍰💗
🍰: Vanilla, definitely. Unless we are talking actual, real, fresh strawberries—then strawberry all the way!
💗: I miss so many people. I miss Kass, especially, and Dylan as well. Them, I miss physically—they are not in a nearby space and so I miss them. But I miss a lot more people, too, in a different way; I miss their presence in my life. I miss the friendships that we shared and the bonds that we had. I miss the people we were, and who those people were to each other. I miss some folks as they were, even if they’re people I could care less about as they are now. I miss Ben, and Maggy, and Paige and Greg, and Natasha, and Courtney and Jo and Cara and Regan and Adam and Elle and Nora and—
I miss a lot of folks, I guess. That got really depressing. Sorry!
Quietly gratified that the person who marked the beginning of my end in DARP has evidently deleted their RP blogs like at least if I go back I know I'll never have to see their name or icons or shitty writing on my dash
Pfaugh I don't know what to do with my hair. The things I consider at late at night. Also--it is very hard to make plans to surprise your datemate when they are always with you :P
My darling girl must be so tired. We just got up to bed after a stressful session of Donkey Kong Country and she idly asked me which Stargate characters I thought would be best at video games. After deciding Cam would probably be tops and that Jack would be the worst, she almost immediately fell asleep. God I love her. My princess, my sunshine, the love of my life. <3 Sweet dreams darling!
I want to be gentle and soft and strong. My body has edges in all the wrong places and curves that are Too Much and I am caught between being fire and being earth. I want to be peace, love and friendship, but I am volatile. I want to love all and every but I don’t think it is possible without loving myself and I don’t know if I can do that.
I want to be beautiful and I want to not care about beauty and I want my soul to be radiant no matter what my outside looks like, and I am a collection of jagged broken pieces that refuse to line up, that will not fit together in any sensical way and so leave me an incomplete person, stuck in a sheltered limbo where people tell me I am good enough and I can’t stop whispering to myself “but I am not finished yet; but I have not even begun”.
If you post/reblog NON-FURRY/NON-PORN Zootopia, can you like/reblog this post? I need to have more Zootopia on my dash but the tag is...upsetting.