#tumble talks

[cryptidtumbleweed]

New pfp oops

[tumbleosity]

Got my second round of autoimmune tests back today. I haven’t gone over them with my doctor yet but there are more abnormalities and positive markers. So I’m now pretty confident in saying I have an autoimmune disease. I’m sure my doctor is going to have me see a Rheumatologist soon

[cryptidtumbleweed]

I once had an idea for an AU I never ended up working with called The Light House

Hunter gets stranded in the human realm and ends up meeting Luz. She takes a little while to believe his stories about a magical realm but plays along. They slowly become friends and Hunter learns more about the human realm, and Gravesfield's history, as well as what familial love actually looks and feels like. Eventually, he convinces Luz to believe him and they start trying to find a way for him to get back home.

When they do get back, around the Day of Unity, Hunter comes face to face with another grimwalked Belos created believing he had deserted or perished during a mission. Now Hunter has to face the reality of the man he fought so hard to get back to, and try and save the Isles with Luz before it's too late.

[cryptidtumbleweed]

You will never see me shipping Gustholomule romantically because sometimes two guys can be friendly and not be gay for each other

[cryptidtumbleweed]

I've changed my pronouns everywhere to only it/its. This is due to a pattern that I see where people see other pronouns and go "this means I can pick what I'm most comfortable with."

It does not. My pronouns are not a pick-and-choose.

The best way I can explain is: if you want to only use one set of pronouns about me, use it/its. If you want to use multiple, you HAVE to include it/its in that. People who know my other pronouns are free to use all, people who don't know are welcome to ask!

And I don't mean use multiple as in "well I used it/its last week!" No. It needs to be consistent.

Generally I don't give a rat's ass about how people refer to me. One of my nicknames in high school was "creature" and I absolutely adore that. But it/its have always been my favorite set of pronouns. So please.

Use. Them.

I get that some people find them dehumanizing. But just because they're dehumanizing for YOU doesn't mean you get to tell me not to use them. If we all did that, we'd have no pronouns whatsoever as a trans man might find she/her dehumanizing and a cis person might dislike they/them, and so on.

Just because something feels wrong to you doesn't give you the right to tell someone not bothered by it to be bothered.

Thank you x

[cryptidtumbleweed]

Mrmrmghhhhhmm thinking about that kids fairy book again that I wanted to make Huntlow stuff with... goddammit if I could remember its name😭

Anyway fairy Willow x some bug hybrid Hunter who the fairies have had a rocky relationship with but they just chill because they get to learn about each other away from the prejudiced ideals

Also Hunter's hurt his wing and Willow helps him heal

[cryptidtumbleweed]

I'm so sorry for the people who follow me for Owl House related stuff, Marble Hornets Rosswood has me going insane

I have missed these guys so much

Good thing is that Marble Hornets brainrot means Marble Owls will probably get more content

[cryptidtumbleweed]

Self portrait doodle

I don't really draw myself, and I definitely don't draw myself to really match how I actually look. This is probably the most accurate drawing of me in a long time. I tend to make myself more cartoony, draw my hair the way I want it to look instead of how it actually is.

It's a weird thing, to look at yourself and feel so disconnected all of the time. Right now my hair is longer than it has been in probably two years, I'm growing it out so I can go have it cut a certain way. But as it is... it doesn't feel me. I've only recently started to find my colors in clothing and learnt what I enjoy and feel cute in. I dress pretty childishly, I think, like a teenager who's just started experimenting.

In a way I am only starting to experiment. I went most of my life just wearing clothes because that's what people do. I didn't like them but I didn't care enough to fix that. It's hard to look at old photos of myself because I know I wasn't happy in them.

I don't really know who I am, even now. It's hard to look in the mirror and think "that's me". It was easier when my hair was shorter and I wore a binder.

Idk. Maybe it all means nothing. Maybe it's everything. For now I'm just trying to be kinder to myself.