canon snoozes - I had nightmares. a lot. way more than the rest of my vode... probably because of the control chip rotting in my brain 🙃 it was hard for me to fall asleep because I knew I would dream about death, blood on my hands, all that good stuff.
I usually would try to make it better by listening to music while I fell asleep, which was super against the rules but most didn't care. if it was really bad, I would end up crawling into a bunk with dogma. the insomnia and nightmares got a lot worse once he was gone.
I think fives would have been happy if I had gone to him after, but I really hated the idea of burdening him with my problems. I know he had a lot of heavy shit he was dealing with too. I mean, damn, who didn't?
- tup, clone wars
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