not really a "queer experience" in my opinion, but I was driven to this situation bc I was isolated by every man I knew for being gay was desperate for any male figure validation.
so when I was a idiot teenager and was texting a pedofile, he sent me cp. being fifteen and horrified bc it somehow didn't click in my mind that I was playing around with actual monsters I reported and blocked him. still think about that sometimes, makes me sick, kid was so young, I wish I could kill that guy
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