#tw cp

[traumatizeddfox]

What on earth is daisys destruction /gen

TW// CP / CSA abuse mention - please read with caution

Please do not look it up for ur sanity, it's horrific CP, but to basically summarize it up. It was a video on the dark web where an 18 month old baby was sexually abused in the most horrific ways by Peter Scully and his two girl friends. I haven't seen the video obviously but I saw a video talking about it on Youtube and it's literally so disturbing what they did to this poor baby. Peter is in jail now, but what happened to Daisy was the most horrendous shit ever. To put it as bluntly as I can. Basically BDSM torture on a 18mnth old. Daisy luckily survived but i'm not sure about her physically and mental state. I'm pretty sure she will be forever scarred, and i really don't know what happened to her other than the fact that she is safe. She would be about 13 now I believe. I pray for her every day.

The video occasionally gets brought up where I see people asking for the link as if its not literal CP and a crime to view, but besides that it makes me so fucking angry for this child. There were other victims to, a lot of other kids. This man literally made cp on the dark web where he would sell it for $10k, made a pedophilia ring, and he has no remorse. he's so disgusting and deserves to be k*lled.

If you are interested in the case, you can look it up on youtube but do not if CSA, child abuse, rape, CP, torture etc is very triggering

[there-will-be-a-way]

I talked to my support worker about the cp and that I want to do something. She immediately jumped into support mode which felt so nice. We'll drive to our local police department on Tuesday plus she'll make an appointment for me at Der weiße Ring (support organization for victims of violence) to see if I can get some form of financial compensation. Plus she knows three people who work for the KriPo and she'll contact them too. Just a couple of days ago police busted a huge child sex ring in the state where I grew up and where he still lives. There is this tiny voice of hope inside my head that says that maybe they will arrest him too. Or that some evidence will lead to him.

I don't know if I should report him to the police or not. My other support worker said that I have to consider the possibility of him not getting convicted. That I could possible be made to look like a liar - and I fear them hunting me down for speaking up. There are so many obstacles.

[ghost-jester-sys]

simple request as survivor of this

see lots people use term "CP" when correct LEGAL term [at least where live] is "CSEM" [child sexually explicit material]

word porn implies consent when any sexual content not consensual and abusive is not porn.

many other survivor of CSEM have ask not use term "CP" for that and other reason

another reason is the "makers" and abusers of children that produce CSEM came up with the term "CP"

[our-queer-experience]

not really a "queer experience" in my opinion, but I was driven to this situation bc I was isolated by every man I knew for being gay was desperate for any male figure validation.

so when I was a idiot teenager and was texting a pedofile, he sent me cp. being fifteen and horrified bc it somehow didn't click in my mind that I was playing around with actual monsters I reported and blocked him. still think about that sometimes, makes me sick, kid was so young, I wish I could kill that guy

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[fancylala4]

Gooning over magical girls stans just love to lie to defend their sick lolicon freak anime. I just love how they brought up cutie honey flash when that is the only version of honey where that kind of stuff never happens to her and is the most traditional magical girl version of the franchise. If you’re going to bring up a show to use as an example, at least get your facts straight! Not only that, this freak ignores (or is too lazy to look into the franchise) the fact that there are multiple versions of the character as an adult and nothing cutie honey did was nearly as creepy or gross as gooning over magical girls. Even that awful statue scene in CHU and the manga was no where near as graphic or disturbing as the loilcon freak shit in that awful “MG” anime.

Do these freaks know the difference between one fan service scene in a show and a show that filled with it? These dumbass Stans couldn’t even tell the difference between a gooner bait show like to love ru and a show that has one off fan service scenes like my hero.

Those examples she used like CH are wrong. Nanoha and yuki yuna weren’t all about that creepy loilcon freak shit like gooning over magical girl was. They had uncomfortable scenes but they were both serious shows that focused on storytelling. Gooning over magical girls, on the other hand, is literally just a show about sexually assaulting of middle schoolers who look five in multiple disgusting ways! Thats the whole point of the show! There is a reason why it has a mostly male pedo fanbase.

[astoundingbeyondbelief]

Kaiju Week in Review (February 19-25, 2023)

Those of you who've been around here for a while may recall the Kickstarter campaign for a documentary called Kaiju Gaiden, which aimed to interview directors of underseen independent kaiju films. I stress the campaign because despite clearing its $25,000 funding goal, the documentary was never completed. Director David Hall apparently took the money and ran, and while producer Mark Jaramillo vowed to finish the film, his last update was in 2018. Jaramillo also stopped posting on his personal Facebook page the same year. Myself and pretty much everyone else who gave the project a backwards glance figured he had simply given up and withdrawn from fandom to avoid further embarrassment. Or perhaps something had happened in his personal life that was more pressing than chronicling the adventures of a wolfman and some funny lizards. Kaiju Gaiden entered the (alarmingly voluminous) annals of kaiju vaporware, alongside the likes of Godzilla Zero Hour and Colossal Kaiju Combat.

Well, something did happen in his personal life. Fucking hell, did it happen. As Jules L. Carrozza revealed last Saturday, Jaramillo was in prison until recently for distributing child pornography online. I've been in touch with someone who's looked into this horrid story beyond what's available through Google (i.e. PACER), and they've confirmed that this is no case of mistaken identity. They also shared excerpts from the sentencing report. I will spare you the vile details. Suffice to say the man is a monster of the kind I wish only existed in the movies. He had started posted on Facebook again in October like nothing had happened, and I'm extremely grateful Carrozza came forward before he could stage some triumphant return at G-Fest or another con.

I aim to have Wikizilla's Kaiju Gaiden page updated by early next week; I feel bad for taking so long, but I want our citations to be unquestionable and can't search PACER myself until Monday. I also regret not including all this in the last week in review, since it did fall under its scope, if only just. Truth be told, I didn't know how the hell to present it alongside more routine kaiju news, Godziban especially.

I also wanted to give good old @kaijusaurus time to complete his Edward Snowden act. Back at G-Fest XXIII in 2016, Jaramillo transferred to him a bunch of indie tokusatsu obscurities and asked him to keep them to himself. Well, suffice to say that promise is off, and he's deposited the lot on archive.org and (when possible) YouTube. Give them a watch and let their lo-fi simplicity remind you why you fell in love with this stuff.

I'm glad they can be out in the world. Kaiju Gaiden ultimately made many of them less visible than they could have been until now. If you couldn't make it to G-Fest, you were shit out of luck. For those of us who could, those memories are thoroughly tainted. Mark Jaramillo didn't make any of them, and they don't deserve to be associated with him. His most enduring contribution to the kaiju genre will be playing a CIA agent in the excruciating God Raiga vs. King Ohga: War of the Monsters... alongside David Hall. Good fucking riddance.

[cleradinel]

ACTUAL TW. because it's borderline child porn, edited or not. this is about Noah. you can and should go report the tiktok for what it is. minor nudity.

leave him the fuck alone. i'm nauseous. i hope you all choke. that's a 16 years old boy. BOY. from a tiktok using Noah’s “leaked” picture, with the sound “is your family accepting of your LGBTQ+ lifestyle ?”, here are screenshots of the comments. i am posting this because i can’t wrap my fucking head around the lack of outrage.

username on tiktok is wh0tever1cho_oze. this tiktok has 10K views. it's not funny, it's not harmless. it’s cruel, it’s vile, it’s evil. it’s PEDOPHILIA. who gives a single flying shit if it’s edited or not, nothing about this is okay. absolutely nothing. people should not find this shit funny.

i dont care if y'all dogpile the bitch. it's deserved.

[there-will-be-a-way]

Therapy today

Cw for talk about cp, oa and murder

In bullet points because my memory is scattered

My grandma died last night. His wife. The person who knew about all of it and did nothing. She continued the cycle for all of her life and then died.

My mother had to know too and still chose to give me and my sister into his hands every other weekend. She knew what would happen to us and just let it happen. This has to sink into my brain, it has to reach the parts who think my mother loves me. She didn't love me enough to keep me safe.

We talked about the bathtub girl and how I keep questioning my memories. My therapist pointed out to me that I don't question my other memories. I don't question having graduated school, for example. So he asked me what is so different about these memories. They are too horrible to be true is what I said.

We talked about what might have happened to the bathtub girl's body after...all of that. My therapist said it does happen that people go missing and are never found. It does happen.

We also talked about how the bathtub girl is related to my grandpa and came to the conclusion that it's most likely she was the child of one of the people from the "group". The faceless men who came to "visit".

The cp that was produced was pretty "professional" with professional lights and expensive cameras and all that. So my grandpa probably sold the material for a lot of money.

My therapist offered to look into options for checking if I'm in any cp material that's already in the hands of the police. And if there is a way to direct the police towards my grandpa.

I told my therapist about my sister's and my plan to go to his house once he dies to find the cp material. My therapist said it would be highly unlikely for our plan to succeed because this group has managed to go unnoticed for all these years. They would take measurments to make sure no one finds anything.

We don't know if the grandpa still does what he used to do. He still has access to children though, that's for sure.

I will also talk to my support worker about all of this because she has a friend who works at the KriPo.

I showed my therapist a picture I drew of the bathtub girl. I don't even know her name. But the picture shows an emotion that's feeling like part of me died with her. My therapist said it's horrifying but that the picture also shows so much love in the way I hold her. I wish I could hold her as an adult. I wish she was still here with us. I see her in my mind every day. In some moments I see her face, but most of the time I don't. I wonder if I'm the only one who still remembers her. I will keep her alive in my heart.

We also talked about how close I felt to remembering the missing puzzle pieces the other day. And how I felt like I wouldn't survive remembering.